Well, I really am. Drunk that is.
I went out tonight, planning on having a burger and a beer, and wound up drunk.
Really drunk. As in having to watch every keystroke instead of my usual 40+ words per minute typing.
I was driving by the bar I work at, which I did not have to work at tonight, but will be working Thurs-Mon. I saw a larger than usual crowd anddd decided to go in. Big mistake.
Stayed 6+ hrs. Drank WAY too much. Was smart enought to get someone else to drive my car home and get a ride from a friend.
Spent over an hour in a “bitch session” with one of the bartenders, the D. J. we have on some thursdays and a former bartender about one of the owners. I should write “owner” as he only owns about 5% of the bar, yet has better than 50% of the say in daily operations. He didn’t actually invest any money, just was engaged to the principle investors dughter for a couple of years. All the while he’s screwing around with various and sundry other girls (did I mention I have shared an apartment with him for the past 2 years? Kinda hard to hide your little flings from your roommate. )
I hate my job. I was asked by Mr. 5% to close tonight as he needed time to pack for a trip he is leaving on today. Mind you, I’m drunk by now, but I agree. So…I stay. I bitch with other employees, I drink some more, I hang out with friends, I cook a some wings. I am geting paid for none of this. I am acting to increase the overall buisness for this bar, as there are many occasional patrons who will Not come in when mr. 5% is working, but Will when I am. I actually have a “following” better than some of the bartenders who work there, yet I am only a manager/bouncer.
I need a new job.
I had an “argument” last night while I was working, with mr. 5%. If this had happend five years or so ago, when, for various reasons, I made a habit of carrying a weapon(knife, pistol, etc) I would be in jail right now. No one treats me with so little respect, for a non-exsistant reason. I was doing my job.
I really need to start looking for a new job.
I also need to end this post and go throw up.
Please feel free to ignore my drunken ramblings.