Well, here I am on my week-long “staycation”…which just means I’m bumming around home reading the Dope in my jammies instead of actually going anywhere. Sure, I can blame the economy, gas prices, the weak dollar, etc., but the real truth is that I have been so burnt out and overworked that just the thought of packing, planning, etc. to go anywhere was just more than I could handle. So, here I am.
I’d probably be having more fun, but I’ve got a dental appt. this afternoon. I hate the dentist (nothing personal). My stomach is all churny and nervous. We’re also going to take my car in for an oil change. Yee haw.
Everyone at work was freaking out Friday. I put in for this vacation a month ago. At the time, my coworker was supposed to have come back from a medical leave by now, so they gave me permission. Of course, she hasn’t come back, and last week, they were freaking out. It isn’t like I’m a brain surgeon…a trained monkey could do my job. My supervisor offered to get a ProStaff person for the summer, but the lead in our area, who would have to train her/him, said no because it would be “a waste of training time”. Oh, and she had just talked to our missing colleague, who said she’d be back soon. Whoops.
I really don’t think the place will fall apart without me, but it could be bad. I was sick one day a while ago and came back to a complete mess. I guess I know I’m needed…but it doesn’t make me feel any better. It would be easier not to think about it if I were someplace else. Last year, I went to Yellowstone Park and Montana and had a wonderful, relaxing, great time and didn’t think about work at all. Then I came back to find that they had let almost every single temp worker go and I didn’t even get to say goodbye. I fear what will happen this time.
Maybe after the dentist appt I’ll feel good enough to plan fun things the rest of the week. What do tourists to the Twin Cities do? Mall of America, right? I hate that place. I’d go camping, but that still seems like too much work…and the campgrounds are all full for the 4th anyway. There are some museums I’d like to see–the Mill City Museum, for example. I don’t just want to see museums, though.
I just have the feeling that I’m wasting my precious few vacation days. One week isn’t nearly enough time to make up for the damage that has been and will be done.
If anyone is still here at the end of this post, I am surprised If you reply, I’ll be even more so. Thanks for listening.