That’s assuming Belkar had that conversation with Shojo. It may have been some remnant of Shojo, it may have been some other entity appearing as Shojo, or it may have been Belkar talking to himself.
But alignments aren’t absolute, they’re sliding scales. Sometimes, a Neutral person is simply someone who isn’t quite good and isn’t quite evil, isn’t quite lawful and isn’t quite chaotic. Sometimes they’re all of these things, and sometimes they’re none. They’re… complicated. Maybe they want to be good, but can’t quite make it, or maybe they think they’re evil, but actually have some unexpected empathy. Some of the most complex, interesting characters are True Neutral be default, if only because they can’t be pinned down anywhere else.
Rich’s twitter Commentary:
May12: “I’m not gonna do an update until I achieve at least a minimum set of goals, which I’ve been failing to do. I didn’t get one single word written on KS stuff over break, not one picture drawn. Everything else ate the time. Bare minimum, I still have a stack of crayon drawings done that I need to box up and ship. Maybe I’ll update after those go out.”
Realistically, it probably isn’t a major issue for most of the beings in a fantasy setting just as it generally isn’t for people in real life. Most people don’t confront opportunities for serious good or evil.
Was Belkar’s epiphany a matter of actual communication with the ghost of Shojo, or was it his brain, processing what he had been observing all along since joining the Order?
I’m inclined to think it was the latter. His conscious mind just couldn’t deal with the punishment the Mark of Justice was dishing out to his body, so it checked out for a bit. This enabled his superego to get a word in edgewise, which it did, using an avatar of Shojo, the character who had made the strongest impression on him. The id, of course, had been shouted down, on account of being responsible for getting him into this mess in the first place.
Roy once said that Belkar was “clever in his own brain damaged way”. So, yes, Belkar was probably aware at some level that his over-the-top evil ways were not in his own best interests. But he’d refuse on principle to step back from them - he’d see that as selling out to popular opinion. So his subconscious figured out a way to con his conscious mind - he convinced himself he was screwing over people by playing nice.
No, there shouldn’t. If you want a spell that targets Good creatures, you’re 100% Evil, no excuses. Also, Holy Word should only hit Evil creatures, not non-Good.
Well, Rich said in the book commentary for Don’t Split the Party that Belkar is experiencing real character growth thanks to his bond with Mr. Scruffy, and as we’ve seen, that has only been getting stronger (to the point where now he’s saving the lives of people he doesn’t like because he sees himself and Mr. Scruffy in them) in the last book.
I don’t think so … people with Good alignment sometimes go off the rails and attack you even if you’re also Good (exhibit A: Miko Miyazaki), so it seems like it would be nice to have a versatile spell for cases like that, even if you’re not 100% Evil.