Hey everyone. As a lot of you know, I suffer from Irritable Bowel Syndrome. a lot of you guys helped me out when the doctors thought it was Crohns back before the Great Straight Dope Message Board crash of '02. I’m still really glad I had you guys there for me when I went through it.
The reason why I am bringing this all up again is due to some curent problems I’ve been having with it. As some of you might remeber, after I had a barium swallow, a CT scan, and a scope, the doctors determined that I only had IBS, but a very bad case. Since it all started, I’ve gone through the pamine and dicyclomine both with no effect. A little while back…before summer, my doctor set me with Bentyl (the little blue pill…no you pervert the OTHER little blue pill) 10mg which I was to take 2 times a day. Well, the day after I got that perscription, I ended up having to go to the ER for a bad attack where they told me to go up to 3 doses a day. I’ve been taking 3 ever since, although towards the end of school I realised I needed to have a little more because I was still having frequent attacks (once a week for an hour long on average)…my doc told me that he thought my attacks were school (thus stress) related. So, he diddnt move up my meds higher…he just told me that if I had a bad time, take 4 a day if I needed to.
Fast forward to mid-summer. I’m STILL having bad attacks. I decided I needed to take 4 in one day (2 pills for one of the doeses…yes its ok to do that too. its only 10 mg)…thats when I first started noticing the side effects…I started to get easally confused, and acutally, that entire week went by to a point that I couldnt remeber hardly anything. In fact…I had realised that ever since I started taking the medicine, everything had kind of blended into nonsence. So I went to my local doc and was told that I was having memory problems due to the meds, so I should fluctuate between 2 and 4 as needed.
Fast forward again to this week. I had to go home on monday due to a bad attack. so like the doc said, I took 2 for my dose that next morning before I went to school. I honestly thought it was just a phase I went through about the memory thing because I diddnt really notice it all that much. So I am walking through the hall with one of my best friends who I’ve known and been good friends with for 5 years now. I’m talking to him…and out of nowhere…who is this person I am talking to? My face goes completely pale…I know he’s familiar…I know I used to hang around him all the time…but who is he? For about 10 seconds there, I litterally forgot who one of my friends was!! you talk about scary. I stoped in my tracks and freaked out. I pretended like everything was ok, and he went along…I remebered and reassured myself who he was and what went on…thats scary though!!
Here is my dilima…my Bentyl is making me flip out first of all. Second of all, I’m having attacks way more than nessisary. In fact I just had an attack not an hour and a half ago, and thats why I’m writing here. My doc said that I’ve gone through all the different IBS medications, and Bentyl is the only one that seems to work…somewhat. I know in higher doses it might work…but if 40mg a day makes me forget who my friend is…what is 80mg going to do? I’m really starting to get worried.
More importantly at this time I’m worried about my attacks…they are getting so horrible that I have to take a Tylonol 4 with Codine every attack I get anymore. I know that heat can help sooth the stomach, but what else is there? Please: if you have IBS can you explain to me your coping mechanisms? Anything will help…Right now the only thing I can do is curl up in a ball and scream…thats all I can do anymore anyways. Its gotten to the point that I wish I would die when I’m having an attack…not that I would EVER even consider suicide…I know its just an attack that will last about an hour…its just one of those “curse the day you were born on” things like Job did. I know it sounds selfish…Its just one of those things where I am in so much agony…pretty much anything would be better. but I repeat too…I would NEVER act upon it. I really need some help…I dont know what to do anymore. Please if you could just give me some idea of how to get past the attacks…thanks everyone.
ThatGuyWithPants