Well, an auspicious first day. Thanks to the contributors to date for more or less sticking to the parameters I suggested. I appreciate it. Now let’s see if I can ride my own pony!
I find my own most valued times and experiences are those I have shared with others. Although I am not highly social in the sense of frequent engagements in public with groups, I do much love the bonds of common friendships and acquaintance. Among those, the long and reliable bonds of close friendship, those of love I treasure above all other things. I am not quick to form such bonds, but neither am I unwilling to gain new ones. It is a matter of effort, and risk, and I know it to be a matter of years.
So, I seek to be the sort of man who would be a good friend to have so that I might have a friend. To my friends I give respect for their selves, but honest words and forthright vision of who they are, and what they do. These things I wish to have as well. Greatest in my desire, and greatest in my wish to give is true and willing love for my friends. It seems to me that Love itself is the thing I am most likely to be able to give, that will have merit. It is, as well, that thing I most wish to have. It is also that which I think the world most needs. So simple a thing, and easily given by any one of us.
To those who do not wish my friendship, I hold myself to grant to them respect, and honesty, for that too I wish to have from them, even without their love. I have no desire to require, or even to convince others of my own beliefs. I think those things are within the heart, and cannot be imposed, only shared. It would be pointless to speak of love to anyone, unless they were listening.
I am in truth less concerned with the wide world than others seem to be. I care little for the commerce of nations and not much more for commerce in which I must myself engage. I own very little, and desire to own even less. Most of what I have is what was given to me by others, who did not want it anymore. Although I have learned that nations, states, and petty sovereigns in all sorts of guises are beyond my control, I have learned as well that their control over me is less than they might imagine. These forces act most often by controlling wealth, and property. Since I have neither, and am content without them, I have little concern for the vicissitudes of politics.
For these reasons my politics are simple. I comply with what I must, for I do not wish to live amidst rebellion and anarchy, neither as proponent, nor victim. I support that small part of government that gives care to the least able, and most needy. I oppose that part of government that heeds wealth, protects the wealthy, and seeks to make men servants of the state. I have no specific dislike for the wealthy, but they do not need protection by the state, they have power enough without it. The state should serve the people, not the desires of the powerful. Long ago, I was far more active in my opposition. In the end, I grew weary, seeing little in the way of changes, and most of that in symbols, and rhetoric. The real facts of social change are a grim business. I am a poor warrior, as the state and eventually I too, found out at last.
I served in the army, because I felt it a duty I owed my country. While I served, I learned the extremes that the military mind can reach, in justifying acts of war. I objected, and refused orders. Lunacy is not made into reason by patriotism. I did not deny that I should serve, only that I could not serve without my conscience intact, and that I accepted the right of the nation only within limits. In the end, my nation held my service to be acceptable within those limits. I certainly give to any other citizen that same respect. Duty is not the sole measure, in the relationship between man, and the state.
In the final analysis, I exist much more in the spaces between individuals than in the society as a whole. I am more of a neighbor, than I am an American. I have great pride, and some measure of faith in the Constitution, but I know it is far more fragile than some think it to be. I fear the direction of the society, but I enjoy the comfort of the people I meet in it. I still walk around my hometown, far more often setting at ease those who fear me, than being afraid of those I meet. I have much more than my pile of goods. I have peace, and am willing to share it.
Tris