First and foremost, thank you all for your support and kind words. I was way too freaked out last night to do much of anything beyond play with my kid and zone out in front of the TV.
I feel like I belong on that Medical Mysteries show.
From the first minute I walked in for my appointment I was impressed with the staff. An intake person confirmed my information in her computer and had me fill out some forms. She was so nice, commenting on my daughter, how pretty and sweet she is.
I sat in the big waiting room for a few minutes. Then a nurse came and took me to a changing cubby of sorts. I left my stuff in a locker, and proceeded to a smaller waiting room with other women waiting for their tests. The nicest technician ever (hereafter referred to as NTE) then came and got me for the ultrasound.
NTE was amazing. I actually plan on writing a letter to the hospital commending her she was that great. She explained everything she saw on the screen, answered all of my questions, and treated me like I was her daughter. She actually said that at one point. She saw a bunch of stuff that looked kinda suspicious so the doctor was called in. They discussed three things: enlarged milk ducts, microcalcifications, and some suspicious looking shadowy things. Like the prolactinoma, microcalcifications could be nothing to worry about or could be precancerous. The word is still out on the shadowy things.
NTE and the doc weren’t satisfied with just doing an ultrasound so I went and had a mammogram after all. It wasn’t too bad, actually. Again NTE explained everything on the images (they were digital) as well as the entire process as we went along. I learned a lot which is cool. She pointed out two white specks and said they were probably the microcalcifications they saw in the ultrasound.
While on the way to the mammogram NTE told me something rather alarming. The doctor who had been doing this for 25 years had to look up my condition in a book. It was so rare he didn’t know what to make of it. :eek: She again reassured me that this happens sometimes and not to worry.
After the mammogram I was taken back to a room to discuss things. This freaked me the hell out. I had assumed they would do the whole “we’ll send a report to your doctor and she’ll call you in a few days with the results”. Instead they said it’s probably mastitis (literally inflammation of the breast tissue). That diagnosis is nearly meaningless to me. It’s akin to having a broken arm that swells up and being diagnosed with inflammation of the arm – well duh. It’s inflamed, but why?
I was repeatedly assured that I was fine it was probably just a minor infection but to be sure they want me to see a surgeon. Again, I expected the typical “here’s a few numbers, call them when you can and get in asap”. Instead they made the calls for me, gave me two times to choose from, and said I was being squeezed in for today. It was such a tight squeeze that they gave me paperwork to fill out before the appointment. Included with the paperwork was information on breast biopsies. Again I was assured that this probably wouldn’t be needed but to read it over “just in case”.
While in the room with the doctor and nurse, NTE took my daughter to get some crackers and take a tour. This was a huge help as it allowed my husband and I to focus on the task at hand. My daughter, incidentally was the best behaved I have possibly ever seen her. She said her please and thank you’s all on her own, patiently waited with her father while I got my tests, and even told another patient “nice to meet you” after being similarly greeted. My daughter, in case you don’t know, is only two. I was one proud Mama last night, let me tell you.
Everything happened so quickly I don’t know quite what to make of it. On one hand they could just be trying to be overly cautious about everything. But on the other hand, who goes to see a surgeon and is warned about biopsies for a simple infection that is treated with antibiotics?
My appointment is for today at 3:15. Hubby and daughter are going with me again to offer support.
Blood work is still on for Monday to test the prolactin levels. I will update again when I know more.