We all do it.
My head swims upstream all the time.
I can feel it kicking and splashing, even asleep.
Occasionally it treads water long enough to pull a coherant thought out of. Kinda like Harry Potter put his wand near my temple and a stream of sparkly stuff came away.
Some are more sparkly than others.
Generally entertaining.
Today I was thinking about shopping. How women, men and youths shop so differently.
I’m a wanderer. I may have a list usually floating around in my head, somewhere. But I like to amble about, “just looking”. (God, I’ve made that statement frequently)
The more I walk the more my brain swims.
Sometimes I forget where I am, the list? Poof. Gone.
I was always able to get what I “needed”.
Just sometimes, going back in happened.
Kicking myself. But secure in the knowledge, I can’t be the only person like this.
Now that we have online shopping and deliveries directly to the house(uhh, remember Sears and other catalogs would send stuff right to you) the ambling shopper is probably rarer now.
I feel like eyes are on me. I was in TJMaxx just looking. Needing nothing.
I did buy jammie bottoms with white stars on a heather grey body. Very cute and just long enough.
I swear a 12yo, with an employee badge followed me all over.
I don’t think I have a shop lifter countenance. But, who knows what they’re telling these kids they hire.
Anyway. I paid for my jammies and left. I felt cheated. Not the price of the pants.(cause they were cheap) I didn’t get my fix.
So…we went down to Walgreens. I ambled those aisles, with reckless abandon. I was fixin’ to, waiting on dropping a couple hundred $$ in the pharmacy. So I felt entitlement.
Yeah…they owed me that one.