I think the “hypothamus produced drug” you’re looking for is called DMT, but it is actually said to be produced in the pineal gland. It is the most powerful hallucinogen known to man with a chemical structure close to psilocybin. The experience is comparable.
Mushrooms…man…where do I start. They contain the chemical psilocybin which is active at around 20mg. They have been used for thousands of years all around the world, mostly in South America where statues and pictures of their Gods can often be seen holding mushrooms. Their word for mushrooms is Teonanacatl - “Fruit of the Gods”. Mushrooms are an extreme safe substance, physically. The active dose required for death is around a pound, roughly a hundred-plus times the usual dose. They are non-addictive as well.
Do not believe anything you have seen on TV or heard from anyone else about mushrooms, even me. Do not allow the fact that its merely illegal to influence your opinion. What I’m talking about is without a doubt, above the “law”. Language utterly falls apart when trying to describe this stuff - like describing colors to blind man. Its something that must just be experienced. It’s frustrating because I really do want to accurately portray the experience to you guys, but I know its impossible.
All my trips have been by myself, and I have had 3 Mushroom experiences, 2 of which were intensely spiritual. They were not my first psychedelics and I had read a lot about set and setting, what to expect, etc beforehand. While in a good mood, I eat the mushrooms plain and wait anxiously for them to come on. Around 30 minutes a pleasant body buzz (kind of like an orgasm but your whole body) emerges and the very mushroomy “trippy” feeling begins to develop. Slowly, if I pay attention, I can see that my vision is beginning to move around and breathe. The carpet flows as if it were a liquid. Auras begin to appear, usually a green color, and shadows can be seen moving as if to an invisible moving light.
The mental effects have already begun as well. One’s first reaction is usually one of fear and apprehension. This is the ego talking. It is scared because it can feel the oncoming experience and its emanate destruction. Some people might become afraid they are dying. This is completely normal and is once again the byproduct of a decreasing ego.
Concepts begin dropping one by one. Your old beliefs about pretty much everything are slowly wiped out. As the effects intensify, you lose the notion of who you are completely. The concept of time is ludicrous and it seems to be running in loops. You have entered the “moment of infinity”. You begin to feel that this is how everything really is. This is how it really is, all along, and your brain has been tricking you. You have had the blinders on all along. This is how it was before you were born, and this is how it will be when you die. “You” feel intensely connected to everything and the whole stimulus of the universe as a whole is pervading your skull. It feels like you are learning a “secret”; the secret of the universe. I realize I must sound funny saying that, but it’s absolutely true and cannot be denied.
Your ego is gone. Ego loss. There is no “you”. This is very cosmic and insane. I often feel very much like the madhatter. You are “delusional”. I pretty much just go with the flow at this point and just think. Its definitely interesting being connected to absolutely all reaches of the universe. Not to mention, it also makes “you” feel like “you” have been born and lived infinitely times in the past. Infinity, death, the cosmos, and mother earth are all common topics of the mushroom experience. Sometimes aliens or other beings make their way in there too.
The visual effects at this point a very strong, and audio effects are present as well. Despite popular media, seeing goblins chasing you with a knife is not an effect of mushrooms, you never see hallucinations that vivid. I’m very uninhibited at this point, perhaps moreso than being drunk. I often play with my body as if it were something new - stick my fingers in my mouth, explore my hair. “You” do what “you” do and theres no reason not to. Your eyes will be very dialated and you will yawn a lot and be sleepy. The experience is very “dreamy” as a whole.
As the effects begin to decline after about 2-2.5 hours of laying on the ground doing nothing, the ego begins to reemerge. The first thing it wonders is, “What was I doing?”. The answer is of course, “Nothing” and the ego finds this very strange.
When was the last time you did nothing, besides sleep? Our egos keep us busy all the time. The next thought I usually have is “Whoa, you were so delusional. You paid money for that?” This is my ego trying to convince me that trip was nothing special. I might feel embarrassed or ashamed or “dirty” for even going without my ego for a while. It is not happy.
I can easily get over those feelings, sit there, and reflect on what I just lived through. This is probably the most important part of the trip for development because you can begin to integrate what you experienced into your everyday life. It is amazingly liberating and joyous and happy. I feel happy to be alive.
Psychedelic indeed means - “mind-revealing”.
For further information visit Erowid.org. Or you can read about the “Good Friday Experiment” in which Tim Leary gave some theology students psilocybin in a church during a controlled experiment. They all had religious experiences.