I just watched a show on the ID Channel. Two young girls were coming home from their church choir practice, and being like every show on this channel, they encounter a stranger, and no good comes of it. One ends up murdered, and the other barely gets away.
I am obsessed with these shows. I feel like I have to watch them to know the dangers that lurk out there, even though I pretty much already know.
I am just always shocked at things people will do to one another. Especially the innocent victims.
I honestly do not know how some people are so cruel, and why so many good people are lost. Even in my own family there were some terrible relatives.
I fear so much for my two girls. I am sooo afraid something bad will happen to them. I do not know if maybe I should stop watching these shows, or if I need to be watching them to know what is out there.
Sometimes I think the world is like a living hell, and if you let your guard down, well it just scares me.
And o.k., I honestly do not want to start any religious debates or anything, but how can a loving and just God, or the Gods of other denominations let terrible, terrible things happen all the time. I already know the spiel of he gave us free will, but I just do not get it.
I was also reading yesterday about a young woman, 17 years old, who was killed in a gang shooting in Chicago. This young girl had finished high school, however she was caught up in the gang life. Why isn’t anybody doing anything about this terrible violence in the inner cities?
Like, who really cares about some old rich geezer with one foot in the grave, who said racist things? He is a frigging idiot, and got what was coming to him. But I find the story of the young gang banger on a news site in England.
This world is one messed up place. Sometimes I wish I could just go live in a little village somewhere nice, like Austria, and ignore this terrible world.