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I changed jobs almost a year ago and went through some hardcore stress. I stopped working out routinely and felt so bad about it I stopped posting to the weight loss threads. Aaaaaannnnnddd inertia set in 
Can I come crawling back? I want to start working out again and this is me doing some serious begging for encouragement.
Totally randomly, I ran across Jimmy Kimmel interviewing* Charles Barkley, wherein Sir Charles was talking about having to lose 70 pounds to get back to his playing weight, from 330 down to 260. I think it was the single greatest thing I’ve ever seen on weight loss, seeing these two totally normal-sounding dudes, talking about how much it sucks to work out, and how fun it is to eat, and just… you know, acknowledging that it sucks.
Here’s the video; maybe it’s just that I’m tickled by seeing a professional athlete that has the same “I like pizza and my couch better than my Stairmaster” issue as I do.
So, here I am. I worked my butt off (not literally, but getting there!) two years ago and lost a total of 105 pounds, with another 80 left to go. I had some major life disruption and lost my “work out” block of time. Inertia set in, and though I never went back compulsive-eating, first I stopped counting calories and just estimated everything, then I stopped measuring portion sizes and just estimated everything, then I… well, so on and so forth, and eventually I stopped losing weight. It had been just… melting off me, and I got lazy, and it stopped going away, and now it’s creeping back.
I was scared to death to get on a scale, but I did yesterday at work, and I’ve only gained back a (large) handful of pounds, but I have gained. My pants that were falling off me without a belt are now snug, and my breasts are overflowing, and not in a nice way.
The thing is, it’s not so much the food issue as the exercise issue. See, I hate exercising. I mean, I love to exercise, but I hate to work out. I need to find creative ways to get my butt in motion. I’m an apprentice falconer and am temporarily without a bird to fly. Trapping season opens up mid-May, and I hereby resolve to lose ten pounds by the time I catch my bird. I need to be able to jog at least a respectable distance without vapors and apoplexy. I keep trying to force myself to spend an hour on my elliptical machine, but it’s so goddamn boring, and there’s all this work to do and blah blah blah.
So I hereby resolve to get out of the house. I think I’m going to pick a trail I can get to within five to ten minutes in the car, take the dog, and go for a walk in the forest. Or a run if I’m feeling spunky. Three times a week, that’s my goal for now. Hopefully, this time next year, I won’t have this to say!
*Jimmy Kimmel has a TV show? TV Guide Channel has TV shows? Evidently, both true.