So how is it that you yourself think?
I always found it rather odd, the way that I actually use my mind, and how it processes information. I’ve noticed I think in audio, when thinking, I use my voice, but in my head. Usually my thoughts are in audio, and it sounds exactly as the outside world does, that is, the quality of the sound I visualize in my head is quite good. When remembering songs, they play back like a recording, just like the original, except only I hear it.
Quite cool.
I highly doubt that I am very unique in this respect, but it is really cool when one actually dissects it.
When drawing, or remembering stuff that is visual in nature, of course, I think in pictures. How, I really have no idea. Because when I do it now, remembering what something looks like, It is somehow, I dunno, overlaid over what I am actually looking at, but the objects I see with my eyes sort of lose focus, or get dimmer somehow, and the image in my head is the one that takes focus over what I am actually seeing. It is really hard to describe in words how it works, but it is quite interesting.
Even memories are played back in that fashion, playing back in full video and sound, somehow in front of what I am actually seeing, or if it is a really strong memory, what I am actually seeing will kind of dissapear, like a dream, but minus the sleep. And yet, I will be able to continue on the task that I am doing without any real issues while doing that.
Almost like what I am actually doing was autonomous.
I can remember while in school, how I would play little games in my head to keep from getting bored. I would play out sort of imaginary scenarios throughout the day that would keep my occupied, or retrieve and fetch information that I was learning visually, with a computer interface of sorts. When I got my iPod, I thought it cool, because it scrolls through music in the same fashion I would scroll through information when trying to occupy myself. With different subjects and things scrolling vertically really rapidly. The mental interface I made had a pretty distinctive look too. It looked like an old computer terminal screen, green text on a black background.
Drawing is another odd thing, just how it works. When drawing, what I am actually doing, is just thinking with whatever tool it is that I happen to be using. The best way to explain it, is that I am tracing a mental image that I placed on the paper, and filling in the bits and pieces of it with my pencil or brush.
I do the same thing with colors in paintings. I know what color I need, and just think with the tools and create what I see in my head, without a real conscience effort to do so.
My writing is done in a different fashion though. It just kind of flows out, no real conscience effort in doing it, I just write whatever it is that I am writing as it streams forth. This was done in the same fashion, just as it sort of streams out. I never really know where it is that I am going with it, the page just kind of fills itself with text as I think.
Unfortunately I can’t type as quick as it comes out, so I am always a few words ahead of what it is that I am typing, making corrections and changes as I go.
I wouldn’t think myself odd though, just how my mind works. I suppose most people function in a similar manner, but then again, it is extremely difficult for me to imagine how else one could function. An interesting thought, is how I would think prior to learning to speak. Most all of my thinking is done in spoken word, so trying to imagine how one would think in a non-verbal fashion is kind of foreign to me. Now tasks can be accomplished without verbally thinking it out, but I can’t help but wonder how I would be able to figure things out completely visually.
I wonder if language wasn’t around, if I would just invent my own for my thoughts, or if I would just think in a completely different fashion altogether.
How do you think?