One of the managers at my tutoring center is going to quit so she can get her Master’s Degree. She had been on the fence about it for a while, and applied to graduate school. Well, recently she got accepted, and this chain of events started the rusty, cobwebby wheels in my head turning.
Full-time employees at this company get either free or at least heavily discounted GRE test prep lessons. If I got hired there as a manager (Which I am crossing my fingers about right now) I would likely take them if they were so cheap or totally free. Then, since I took the test prep classes, I might as well sign up and take the GRE.
Why? Because I opted out of trying to get into graduate school on the stupid notion that I wasn’t disciplined enough and because my GPA was too low. But if I dedicated myself toward doing well on the GRE, perhaps I would re-think graduate school. Any feedback on this? Could I even just take the GRE for kicks? Would it be a total waste of my time to do well on the GRE but not go into graduate school due to an unsatisfactory undergraduate GPA?
When I think back on college, I really realize that I was selling myself short. I could have done much better than I did. I did well enough to graduate, but the mentality of ‘Just put in the minimum effort to graduate’ stunted my chances at graduate school. I then became kind of convinced that my mistakes were irreversible; that it took me 5 years to figure out how to operate at my capacity in college, just in time to finish it and move on.
But now I am thinking that I should at least try to find every avenue of possibility. Perhaps I’m not totally screwed, I don’t know; I won’t know until I exhaust every opportunity in this.