Chapter 12 begins with a very interesting exchange between Jesus and Judas Iscariot. I do realize that there is some sympathy on the board for Judas, but whether he was good or evil is really not a part of what we learn. What we learn is that Jesus, qua the human emodiment of God, will not be here permanently. A woman is pooring expensive perfume on His feet and wiping them with her hair:
But one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, who was later to betray him, objected, “Why wasn’t this perfume sold and the money given to the poor? It was worth a year’s wages.” He did not say this because he cared about the poor but because he was a thief; as keeper of the money bag, he used to help himself to what was put into it.
“Leave her alone,” Jesus replied. " It was intended that she should save this perfume for the day of my burial. You will always have the poor among you, but you will not always have me."
John 12:4-8
Whatever the deal with Judas, we learn that Jesus had an aesthetic choice. Not a moral choice, but an aesthetic one. Which is worth more? Feeding the poor? Or tending to His burial? He tells us plainly that tending to his burial was of greater value than feeding the poor. He knows that the poor are doomed to poverty, and that they are all over the earth. He knows that Judas would pocket a goodly amount of the proceeds anyway, and that there would still be people struggling with poverty — from wandering Jews to Roman slaves and freedmen even if the perfume were sold and the money distributed. Issues of fairness would have arisen, as those who were too late in line when the money ran out would protest that the whole thing was unfair.
He knows also that the poor, the outcast, and those treated the worst on earth will be with Him in Heaven. (We’ll cover this in more detail in a later post.) And so, the thing that is more valuable is God on Earth, Who will sacrifice Himself for the forgiveness of sin.
People often ask, “What does this mean, that he sacrifices Himself?” And often they continue, “It’s no sacrifice anyway, since He knows He’s God and that He will be resurrected.” People ask these questions as though there were no human side to Jesus. As though His divinity would assuage whatever suffering he would have to endure. But while it is true that He could have summoned angels from heaven to protect Him, he chose not to. He chose to suffer and die like a man. He did this because we — we real people — suffer and die.
“But why was this death business necessary anyway?” one might ask. “If He wanted to forgive sin, He needed merely to wave His hand and say something to the effect that ‘All is forgiven’.” Which, incidentally, He did with every sinner Whom He encountered.
His death was the death of sin, using the terms as we have defined them. In other words, his vacancy from reality was the vacancy from reality of the opposition to goodness. Once He was dead, sin would be dead, because He will have taken upon His own shoulders the sins of the whole world (which we well cover later in greater detail.)
His death is necessary. He MUST die so that sin will die. His death introduced a sort of entropy to sin. Without His death, sin could have ovecome goodness, and God would have died in reality — as opposed to vacant from it. Without goodness, there is no God (as we discussed at length in an earlier thread.) And so His death ensured that sin would die too. It is similar in some ways to a man who falls on a grenade so that he can save other men. In the same manner, Jesus is falling on the grenade of God’s aesthetic judgment. It is a way for God to cleanse Himself. It is, in fact, the only way.
Now there were some Greeks among those who went up to worship at the Feast. They came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, with a request. “Sir,” they said, “we would like to see Jesus.” Philip went to tell Andrew; Andrew and Philip in turn told Jesus.
Jesus replied, "The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.
"Now my heart is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save me from this hour’? No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name!
John 12:20-27
Jesus says plainly here that He has a choice. He can call upon His Father to save Him from the torture and death that is to follow, but He says no way. It was the very reason He was here. He likens his choice to a kernel of wheat which, when dead, will produce many seeds. It is His desire (and His Father’s plan) that many agents who faciliate and convey goodness would result from His death.
He holds Himself up as the One we should serve, and tells us that God will honor us for serving him. (In case you are lost at this point, be sure that you are rightly discerning the physical fom the spirirual. It is only His body that will die. He has Himself made that dichotomy abundantly clear.)
The crowd spoke up, “We have heard from the Law that the Christ will remain forever, so how can you say, ‘The Son of Man must be lifted up’? Who is this ‘Son of Man’?”
Then Jesus told them, “You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. The man who walks in the dark does not know where he is going. Put your trust in the light while you have it, so that you may become sons of light.”
John 12:34-(36)
This is ominous. He is saying that His leaving the world will leave it in darkness, because He is the light. He wants believers, so they can carry the light forward. It’s as though He were a fire dying out, and He wants everyone to dip their torches in His flame before it is extinguished.
This means that Jesus is literally leaving this aspect of existence — the temporal world, where His body imprisons His spirit. He will return to the real world of being only spirit. And He wants to make sure that others become “sons of light”, just as He is the Son of God. We discussed this at some length in the metaphysics thread. Recall that life and reality are synonyms. It is when He takes up His life again (at His resurrection) that sin will be defeated because despites its aesthetically empty nature, He will fill it will aesthetic purpose and volition.
Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.
John 12:42-43
This is another critical passage. And it speask to aesthetics: valuing the praise of men more than the praise of God.
Then Jesus cried out, "When a man believes in me, he does not believe in me only, but in the one who sent me. When he looks at me, he sees the one who sent me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.
John 12:44-46
This is now His third indirect claim at being God. The first was the “I am” thing. The second was the “Father and I are one” thing. And now this: “When he looks at me, he sees who sent me.” Since it is God Who sent Him (as He has repeatedly claimed), then seeing Him is seeing God.
And finally
“As for the person who hears my words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a judge for the one who rejects me and does not accept my words; that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last day. For I did not speak of my own accord, but the Father who sent me commanded me what to say and how to say it. I know that his command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told me to say.”
John 12:47-50
Once again, He tells us that He does not judge us (though we know from prior discussions that He has the authority to do so). In fact, judgment was not His mission — His mission was salvation. If there is any condemnation, it will be of our own choosing; namely, whether we value His words. Which words, incidentally, come from God through Him.
That concludes our study of John 12.