Reading Zoe’s thread, The human side of Jesus, brought this to the front of my mind.
Okay, this is something I’ve been questioning (to myself, vaguely) for a while about Jesus. About the crucifixion and resurrection. If he were not only the Son of God, but God Himself, what does the crucifixion mean in the context of the resurrection? Doesn’t the knowledge that he will be resurrected (because He is the resurrector), that he cannot, in fact, die kind of blunt the point of the whole crucifixion thing? Wouldn’t the tragedy of his agony and death be greater, the impact of his message of mercy (love) and his sacrifice for that message be greater if he were not aware that he would rise again? If he had carried this message while having no sure knowledge of a life or an existence of any kind beyond His death on the cross?
I seem to find a paradox here. If he were not the Son of God, and God Himself, he could not claim the authority to proclaim his message that God is love (mercy). And he would not (probably) have died on the cross. And yet that death itself, because of His sure and certain knowledge (being God) that he would still be beyond it, seems pale in the light of that knowledge. [sorry if this is very circular]
I understand that He was in human form, and subject to all that that implies. Yet, I ask again, wouldn’t this be more than balanced by the knowledge that he will die and rise? He speaks explicitly of this in Matthew 26, and, in fact, when Judas betrays him to the mob and a companion cuts an ear off a servant of the high priest, he tells the man: 52"Put your sword back in its place," Jesus said to him, “for all who draw the sword will die by the sword.
53Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?
54But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say it must happen in this way?”
He himself says right there that it happens because it must. Fine. But is there a paradox in this thing? Is this a question for the mystics?
In other words, does the truth (unbounded love and mercy) and the power of his message spring from contemplation of this (apparent?) paradox? Is the trouble I find in his knowing the key to his message?