Either this Thursday or Friday I will take a drive final to earn a Commercial Driver’s License for my job training. It is the culmination of seven weeks of training and testing. Surprisingly, the closer it gets, the less nervous I am about it.
Basically I have to drive a bus around San Jose for an hour and a half, demonstrating my ability to operate the vehicle safely and smoothly. Honestly at this point it isn’t about knowlege- I know pretty much where they will take me and what they are expecting, the only issue is nerves. Which is precisely the reason I opted out of taking the drive final today. I’ll have a chance to spend several days driving with instructors fine-tuning my skills but more specifically building confidence so that I’m not second guessing myself when its for real.
I’m a pretty high-strung person, which sounds like I wouldn’t be a very good match for a job that involves driving a bus full of people around. The way I see it, however, is that I just have to work harder at keeping my cool than other people.
Today a dozen trainees took their final and everyone passed so far. I am looking forward to my turn.