Perhaps the topic of another thread but…
Of course it’s a bullshit job. It’s all “administrative” work where some (the government) “gifts” you money that you then allocated to someone else that “needs” it. I’m assuming you don’t even track or calculate anything like an ROI to determine of what they do with it actually produces a net value. And since it’s “government” granting you the funds and those funds come from taxes, really it’s all just part of a complex wealth redistribution mechanism.
It’s not like my old job was any better. Basically my job was advising executives at big banks on coming up with elaborate systems and processes to push paper around.
The only jobs that aren’t “bullshit” IMHO are ones where you are actually making or building, fixing, or designing things or providing real services like a teacher or a lawyer (like one who shows up in court at trials and shit, not one getting paid $400k a year pushing paper for a corporation). But no one wants to really do those jobs or pay them a lot of money.