Thanks omni, but that thread pretty much just talked about the swearing part, which doesn’t apply to me…
Here are the symptoms I have…
From the time I was a little kid (at least 3, maybe younger) I’ve had a tendency to twitch. It is usually brought on by stress, but once it’s there, it can take literally years to “calm down” enough for the twitching to stop. When I say twitching, I don’t mean those involuntary tics like your eyelid does sometimes… it’s a voluntary motion, but one that I can’t control well… like I’ll blink extra hard, or twitch my nose, or breathe in “spurts” like huff-huff-huff-inhale-inhale-inhale-huff-huff-huff or I’ll nod my head in little jerks, or I’ll tense my elbows rhythmically…
When I was younger I used to grunt rythmically also, and rock back and forth. I outgrew that by the time adolescence hit though. I still have an urge to grunt at times, so I’ll hum instead.
It is very much like scratching an itch. I can concentrate on “not twitching” but I can’t do anythign else while I do that, and it’s frustrating. It is about as hard as having a really bad itch and just staring at it. As soon as I stop concentrating, it comes back on its own.
It makes me look like an idiot, but it is also physically uncomfortable. I get muscle cramps in my face from moving certain muscles so much. Imagine how your face would feel if you flared your nostrils once every 5 seconds for a year. It isn’t a good feeling.
I also do rhythmic tapping, that I can only barely control, and then only if I notice it. I am always tapping out patterns with the button on my trackball, for example, and I rock my feet when I sleep.
Anyway, the more I read about Tourette’s the more it sounds like what is going on with me… and I guess I want to hear from other people who have first or second hand experience with living with it and treating it…
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