It is right now 6:18 on Tuesday morning and I just returned from sleep study number 2. My doc says the first one was inconclusive because it didn’t stop the apnea, which could very well be the reason for the dementia which is a reason for the depression.
But that’s not the main reason for this thread.
Basically I was a jerk Saturday night and that is rule number 1 here, I know this, and I wish to apologize to Twickster and to the board as a whole.
I see I have been given a warning, so I will take that warning a step further and suspend myself until such time as I can stop being a jerk.
If it’s okay, we’d still like to participate in The Christmas Exchange. After all, it was me who screwed up and no one else.
It’s not an excuse, but I sometimes forget my meds, and I have run out of one of the anti-depressives. Again, no one’s fault but my own, and Twicks was 100% correct in the warning she gave.
Y’all are my friends and I wouldn’t hurt anyone’s feelings for anything, but one doesn’t treat one’s friends as I have treated all of you especially as the result of what you have done to help me lately.
So now I need to help myself, and more intensive therapy is needed. I am already seeing a psychiatrist for the dementia but I think I should also be seeing a therapist - especially since the COBRA runs out the end of December. Checking into a mental facility isn’t an option right now since they only take you if you threaten suicide or are a substance abuser.
So there you have it: I have nothing to say for myself, except I am very sorry and ask your forgiveness, Twickster and everyone.
My thanks to my friend Johnny L. A. for “jerking a knot in my tail”.