Over the past few months I have been plagued by an as-of-yet diagnosed problem of nausea and stomach pain. Based on the nature of some of my symptoms (upper right quadrant pain, difficulty eating, feel abnormally full after a small amount of food and probably most concerning of all, development of gynecomastia, I became quite certain that something was wrong with my liver.
The first step in figuring out what was wrong was making an appointment with my GP. She ordered blood tests and an ultrasound of my liver. Well when I finally got the results (or at least it felt like it took forever), everything came back normal. “Unremarkable” was the official language used by the radiologist to describe my liver ultrasound.
While it was obviously a good thing that I got the positive results that I did, it also fueled a sense of frustration. Something was going on and not yet having any answers just caused my imagination to run wild thinking about all the rare problems that could explain all my symptoms. I wanted answers! And I wanted to feel better.
Well the next step in the diagnostic journey was a biopsy of my liver. I’ve never had surgery before (at least not when I was conscious) and I was nervous. Well, of course the biopsy didn’t go quite as planned. I had some internal bleeding and I developed a hematoma right over my liver. So I had to stay overnight at the hospital to be monitored.
All of this brings me to where I am today. To say that I’m frustrated is a bit of an understatement. My appointment with my gastroenterologist to discuss my biopsy results was supposed to be yesterday. I say “supposed to be” because my doctor’s office called me, 20 minutes before my appointment time, to tell me that if I didn’t have the results of the blood test they had given me a prescription for, then I’d have to reschedule my appointment. Of course the soonest I could reschedule my appointment was three weeks away. Due to the unforeseen complications with my biopsy, the blood test simply slipped my mind.
So here I sit. I feel sick to my stomach a majority of the time and really, really wanted to find out my biopsy results. Just for the peace of mind, irrespective of specific diagnosis. I got to thinking, if there was anything truly alarming or serious in my biopsy, wouldn’t the importance and urgency of informing the patient override a duty to abide by policy protocol? Let’s say they found cancer in the biopsy, how on earth could they justify withholding that information for a month just in order to have corresponding bloodwork? I had just had a complete blood workup less than a month before.
I didn’t expect to write this much, I just needed somewhere to vent. Thanks for providing me such an outlet!