I think it is why I don’t drink or do drugs other than to control my pain and deal with my insomnia - I actually happen to like myself. I don’t feel the need to self medicate my way through life. The occasional getting drunk in my youth was for the whole tipsy/spinny fun not because life sucked and I was depressed. Well there was also the odd getting drunk at someones wedding or christening because of a zillion toasts. All those sips add up:smack:
I have not really ever just grabbed a bottle of something, or a bowl of marijuana to get inebriated deliberately at home alone. My doc encourages me to have a glass of wine or two most evenings if I want but I rarely do [I prefer to sink the calories into food]