I wish I could count how many times my wife has had somthing inexplicable happen. For example, she is in another city, traveling for business, and begins thinking of someone from her past, who soon strolls by her booth (she does art fairs.) This scenario or similar has happend so many time in the twenty years I’ve known her, that I am no longer surprised. I just tell her to trust her gut, because it’s usually right on the money.
As for myself I have had one inexplicable event. (Maybe there should be a term for it.)
It’s hard to write about, so I’ll make it brief. On March 30th, when I was 19, I drove my best friend Mark to the bus station so he could go off to boot camp. It was that time of our life, and his decision was the service, while mine was to goof off for as long as I could.
That spring I did a lot of camping. I had just gotten home from a three or four day trip, and I had called a friend who wanted to go camping for another few days, so I was running around the house grabbing stuff and generally rushing around. I may have been trying to get out of there before my parents got home, but that’s not a memory, just a sense of urgency that I seem to recall.
Anyway, as I was running past the front door to head upstairs, I saw my parents coming up the front walk. My mom was in front, walking with a cane, with a bandage around her ankle, and my dad was behind her carrying something.
I opened the door to let them in, and instead of asking them “What happened?” what came out of my mouth instead was, “Mark’s dead isn’t he?”
I have no idea where that information came from. My parents later said they were walking up the front walk trying to figure out what the hell they were going to say to me.
The rest of the weekend is a blur, and I’ve never gotten over the sense that some giant cosmic mistake was made when a gentle soul like Mark had his life cut short at 19.