I’m not allowed to drive a LGV for a further 3 years (it was 10 at the time of my last seizure.)
During the time when I couldn’t drive because of a seizure I was given discount on public transport, and could not drive for a year. The DVLA in the UK has quite a lot of varied rules and regulations for taxi drivers etc. It’s also different if it was your first seizure, or just a one off.
If you don’t 'fess up, the DVLA can take away your licence, so it’s in your best interest to let your doctor know.
I haven’t had a seizure in 7 years, and I no longer take medication, so I believe I’ve grown out of it (a prediction my doctor made when I was a child), but I still remember quite vividly how it all happened. I believe I’ve had 4 or 5 in total, but I’ve made many more ‘near’ seizures.
I have tonic-clonic (grand mal) seizures, and they always begin with an aura. I see rainbow coloured lights in the upper right hand corner of my vision. They move in on themselves like a kaleidoscope, eventually growing brighter and bigger. Where the flashing lights were, my vision goes completely black, and this blackness too begins to encompass my entire vision. It’s really quite strange, seeing everything slowly disappear around you. During this time I’m completely conscious and aware. I can move around and converse normally, and to anybody around me it doesn’t look like anything is wrong. After a while of seeing just pure blackness I go unconscious. I generally woke up in an ambulance, or in hospital.
As a child, who didn’t really know this wasn’t normal, I used to run to my bedroom, hide my head under the pillow and concentrate really hard, and these flashing lights would go away. I’d feel dizzy and lightheaded afterwards, but otherwise I’d be fine. I remember not really being able to communicate this properly to my parents at the time, but of course one day they didn’t go away and I had a full on seizure, which was when I was diagnosed.
One strange thing is that I only ever had seizures whilst playing video games, specifically older games on a CRT TV. However, I was constantly told by my epilepsy specialist that I didn’t have photosensitive epilepsy. I had various scans and tests for this, and they all came back negative. I never really found out why video games (and never TV, nor strobe lights etc) did this to me. I was never on them for long either when it happened.
The worst part of seizures for me wasn’t before or during, it was after. I’d always have the most mind-splitting headaches you can imagine. I remember one time at the hospital it was so bad I couldn’t keep my head still for long, and kept flinging it from side to side because it dulled the pain somewhat. I imagine that was quite distressing to watch. It was like someone was driving a chisel wrapped in barbed wire through my skull.
My ‘ability’ to stop the aura from expanding was never believed or taken seriously by doctors, which frustrated me endlessly, and still frustrates me. Although I’ve been seizure free for 7 years, the aura did happen every now and again. I think I stopped seeing it about 3 or 4 years ago. Whenever it happened I could control it by putting myself in complete darkness, closing my eyes as hard as possible and massaging my temples. I guess that’s only interesting to me, not to doctors.