First off, I am recovering from severe depression.
About two years ago I got drunk and slit my wrist in a motel room. I won’t go into all the gory details, but the cops found me and paramedics brought me to a hospital where I needed 150 stiches.
I was in a community hospital for several months. I was on a combination of Prozak and Lithium. Both became pretty hefty doses and I still take the Lithium. Currently I take 300MG twice daily, but was on 1000MG twice daily at one point and 50mg of Prozak.
While I was just starting the medication I had a negative reaction and became extremely depressed. At one point I had tried to reopen my wounds… which hurt like hell. I ended up being strapped down for almost a week until the medication took effect.
Over time I got use to it and became less depressed, but could tell it was hampering my creativity. I am a person who loves to draw and write… and I felt absolutely no desire to do anything. I wasn’t depressed, but I wasn’t exactly happy. Instead I was feeling quite numb.
I have tried several different medications with varying success. Usually once one stops working I switch back to a different one. I’ve experienced several seizures, which I never had until I started taking various medications. At one point I was so paranoid about having seizures that I stopped taking my Welbutrin cold-turkey… which resulted in… a seizure.
Since these medications are accumulated into the body over time (my psychiatrists words) I find it disturbing that prozak has been found in Britains drinking water. I find it even more disturbing that the US is considering putting lithium in drinking water to reduce suicides. I know lithium is pretty neutral. When I started to have negative reactions to the medications, it was more likely the prozak and not the lithium, but while on lithium I became much less active and put on a lot of weight. Even now that I am starting back on lithium after having been off of it for a while I feel more lethargic.
I think what’s most disturbing though is that we accept fluoride in drinking water as the norm when it also has chemical effects on the brain similar to lithium. I don’t believe at all that fluoride was introduced purely to reduce cavities. It’s well documented that Nazi’s used a form of fluoride on Jews in concentration camps because of fluorides known effect to cause docile behavior in other animals. Even if I am to believe that the naive intent of our government was to reduce cavities, the secondary result is a population more willing to give into authority.
Don’t believe that the effects are that dramatic? I was so freaked out about being in a mental hospital and was so freaked out about being strapped down that I became very paranoid about the orderlies, but as I continued to take the medication (apprehensively mind you) I became more and more willing to do what they asked of me.
Don’t think there is enough fluoride to have that effect? One thing my psychiatrist makes a point to tell me is that these medications accumulate in the body, and that even a small dose over time can have a large impact in the long run.
Moreover these chemicals can’t just be avoided by filtering your water like some suggest since they inevitably end up in the food and drink you buy from the store.
Also, why not introduce more into the water supply if fluoride was such a success. Why not try to introduce vitamins or minerals? Why is there now discussion of putting lithium into the drinking water.
Okay I’ll stop about my fluoride conspiracy theory. It’s not so much a conspiracy theory as a desire not to contaminate our water supply with dangerous chemicals like this.
While it’s true that drugs like lithium and prozak do help people who are depressed, and that many people around the world are becoming increasingly depressed. I think it’s pretty irresponsible and stupid to think that drugs are the answer to this problem. We should be looking for solutions to the root cause.
I mean am I the only one who has a problem with this? Does the fluoride in drinking water really have any real effect on our teeth? What would you add to water?