So I’ve been seeing this guy for a couple of months. I went into the relationship very cautiously, as you’re supposed to, setting boundaries early and not acting desperate or needy. I was cool as a cucumber. He pursued me hard, and was constantly saying and doing nice things for me. Basically convincing me that he would be the best boyfriend ever, and was so very good at it that he got me. I fell hard. I am madly in love with him at this point. We see each other 2 to 3 times a week and yes, we are sexually active. And how. We are not kids- I’m 38 and he’s 41- in fact we both have kids, but his live far away.
The last couple of weeks there has been a drastic change in his behavior. We still talk every day and see each other just as much, but that extreme-niceness thing is… gone. No more proclamations of devotion, mention of how awesome I am, or assertions of undying devotion. No more tender emails the morning after that bring tears to my eyes in their sweetness. He’s not being mean, I’d never put up with that, but it is way different than previously.
I’ve spoken with him about it- I was fully prepared to be dumped based on this new and strange behavior of his. He assured me that he has no plans to dump me, that he feels the exact same way that he did, and he does say that he loves me. He says that he just feels comfortable with me now. Ooookay, but if you love me and want me to love you back, wouldn’t it behoove you to continue to treat me like I quite obviously enjoy? I was that eating that shit up, having been single for several years and being on that early-love high. Now I almost feel as if the roles are reversed, and *I * am courting him, which is fine if that’s your bag, but I’m fairly traditional when it comes to man/woman stuff, and I don’t like to feel like I’m “chasing” someone. I also don’t much like being so vulnerable, and giving someone the power to break my heart, but such are relationships, I guess.
And it’s not just him, lately I have been hearing and reading about this phenomenon quite a bit. Seems that it’s very common for a man to pursue a woman, and then when he gets her, to pull back. Why, why, why? If you’re a man, have you done this? Why? Or if you’re a woman, has this happened to you? I’ve been trying to pull back a bit myself, and not appear to NEED him, and all that, but I’m a very emotional person and I like to talk about my feelings (a lot), as it helps me to process them. The last couple of days, I feel that he may be starting to come back around emotionally, so maybe it was a short-lived phase.
Any answers/thoughts/opinions?