Probably among all the posters on this board, I would be one of the most qualified to judge the actions of fellow cops. I won’t.
I know somewhat of the incident. Rest assured, if I am ignorant in some of the aspects of it, I won’t be for long. The aftermath of this case will reverberate in after-action reports and training in law enforcement agencies throughout the US. I fully intend to read it, understand it and draw my own conclusions should I be placed in a similar situation as well. Hopefully I will be able to learn from it and it will influence any actions I may take.
Note, this doesn’t mean I will be any more reluctant to pull the trigger. I have been in situations where I aimed my service weapon at a person and fully intended to use deadly force. Training, experience, and common sense (a cop’s best weapon) made the decision for me in refraining from pulling the trigger. Next time around, it may cause me to take a life.
My first, and *foremost* interest in these situations was not the protection of public order, justice rightfully served, or any other abstract concepts I learned at the academy. My first thought was that **I fully intend to survive and return to my wife and children at the end of my shift**. It doesn't get much simpler than that. We're people too, when we take off the badge, and we have families, dreams, and fears like everyone else.
I won’t get up in anyone’s faces, no matter what they feel about this tragedy. For the most part, most everyone here on this board are educated, mature, and very articulate. That’s what I like about this forum, no matter if I do or don’t agree with the opinion.
The actions by these officers are split-second decisions based on their training and experience. They have to live with that decision for the rest of their lives. I won't judge them, and I have *walked* in their shoes.
…send lawyers, guns, and money…
Warren Zevon