Dear Bean,
We’ve been through a lot together in the last ten years, and all in all, you’re a damn good dog. You’re one of the smartest dogs I’ve ever had, obedient and sensitve, and you never chew on your people’s property. You’ve had some health issues in the last few years-- a leaky bladder and a tendancy to puke at the drop of a hat, but, hey, I’m willing to clean up some puddles for such a devoted compainion. It seems a reasonable trade.
But last night, I was picturing turning you into a pair of fur-lined boots. Yes, my dear, I know you cannot help it, but you’re making me canicidal.
When you were but a wee thing, you started showing signs of it. You would tremble and cry at loud sounds. I remember a trip to grandpa’s farm-- a place you previously loved to visit-- in which you went insane because we were in the backyard trap-shooting. Over time, your phobia grew to include thunderstorms. You would whine and slobber, hiding beneath my legs until it was over.
But over the last two years, you have graduated to being afraid of wind. Last night, you woke us at 3:15 A.M. I opened my eyes to find you standing in front of my face, panting as if you had just run a marathon. You leapt into the bed, and panted so hard that it bounced, with you keeping time with your whines.
Doing my motherly duty, I went downstairs and got you a tranquilizer tablet. I glanced out the window to see what sort of wild tempest was causing your distress, to discover that the windchimes were barely tinkling. It wasn’t even enough wind to make good kite-flying weather.
Of course, it takes over an hour for the tranqulizer to take effect. Your father could not get back to sleep. At 5:30, he surrendered entirely, and took you into another room, generously telling me to get as much sleep as I could.
But, my dear pet, I’m sure you’ve noticed your father leaves every morning and is gone all day. I’m sure you think he’s hunting, so that’s what we’ll call it. But lately, he’s been hunting in two locations, and as a result, he’s gone for more than fourteen hours a day. When he returns (sometimes bearing chunks of cow wrapped in cellophane) he’s exhausted.
It is your job in this pack to guard the den, fetch thrown objects, occasionally act as a foot-warmer, and to generally relieve stress with your adorable antics. Because of your age, you have mostly been excused from the antics part-- you mostly lie around and growl at the other dogs if they dare to venture too close.
I’ve tried to excuse your bitchiness to your younger siblings, because you’re old, but you’re also bitchy to us on occasion. Should we move a chair back too suddenly, or bump you while you’re sleeping, you’re likely to growl. Yes, I know, you’re old and easily startled. But its irksome. And I’m not saying this to *threaten * you or anything, but bitchy old humans sometimes get put into homes.
We’ve reached a compromise on those other issues. I love you, and I always will, but for the love of sweet Zombie Jesus, I need my sleep. I don’t want to dope you all the time, but it’s starting to approach that point. We live in a geographic area prone to wind (just thank Annubis that we don’t live in Chicago, dear doggy) but if you’re going to keep getting worse, I’ll have to.
Aaaagh!
Love, your furless mother,
Lissa