How’s that for a free-form title?
First, the Weird Internal Pain that Feels External.
it’s my heel. It’s been going on for a couple of months. I’m exceedingly flexible, too flexible (yes, there actually is such a thing) really. I can and do easily touch the floor without bending my knees, no sweat. Never bothered me, maybe a little hamstring pull, normal stuff.
Well, this pain cropped up. It does not feel like a pulled muscle, bone, bruise, strain…NOTHING like the kinds of pain associated with muscles and bones being banged up or strained or even torn. It feels exactly like I have a scab over some kind of external wound and when I bend too far it tears at it. it STINGS. Let me repeat…when I bend over too far, my right heel STINGS. STINGS!!! Who ever heard of a pronounced, clear STINGING sensation INSIDE the flesh??? What the hell is going on?
And it won’t go away. I’m very weirded out.
Next thing is more general. I’m 50. What’s the deal with the stiffness? The seizing up? Is this normal? Is there a cure? If I’m this crunchy at 50, what the hell is going to happen by the time I’m 60? Is my obesity exacerbating it? (Don’t jsut say yes because you assume that weight exacerbates absolutely everything, that’s so annoying. Some things it affects directly, other things not.) Are there dietary changes that will help? This blows.
Lastly… my right knee. I had an ACL tear 20 years ago. It was pretty nasty, and that knee has been a little bit dicey ever since, but I notice it MUCH more recently. Now, is my understanding correct, that ACL tears never genuinely heal, and you are always more vulnerable there? Secondly…there is an intense, aggressive stiffness in that knee, in the back that is really depressing. It feels very much like a kind of doughnut shaped balloon is wrapped around the knee and is fully inflated. Recommendations? I know I need to build up the strength, I’m just wondering if what I’m feeling is just what I have to deal with because of the long-ago injury.
And for anyone curious about “too flexible”: it might not be so bad if one is slim, but it’s terrible if you carry extra weight. As a result of my bizarre flexibility (My feet naturally fold over each other, I can painlessly bend my foot back against my shin at… I guess it’s a 45 degree angle? Nearly folded back against the leg. ) my feet are absurdly flat, I have OVAL footprints, and I’ve been like that since I was a slim child. My motherbought me go-go boots and I wore the heels down to nubs on the inside. So my leg joints are all loosy-goosy, there’s not great stability in my ankles, knees and hips, everything is flopping around, slippin’ and slidin’. Not good. What I’m supposed to do and had been doing for a long time, was build up the muscles in the legs to make them stronger so they would hold everything in alignment better. I’ve also been wearing special shoes and…god I always forget what they’re called, but I have custom plastic supports in my special shoes and I wear them 80% of the time I’m awake. It helps a lot, I was tearing the ligament on the inside of my ankle from the collapse of my feet.
Well, I’m grateful I actually have feet and legs to complain about.