I have been in the care of both a sports medicine surgeon and a physical therapist recently, and I found neither to be especially informative. So I look to the Dope for all my real information needs.
First, the data: I am female, 47, and obese. Although I am about 70 pounds less obese than I used to be, I could still easily stand to lose another 70 pounds.
Second, I am very limber, generally. Too much so, really: I can very nearly kneel so deep that my knee comes close to touching the ground without my heel lifting off the ground at all. It’s kinda freakish. My Achilles tendons are like rubber bands. I have naturally hyperextendeed knees and must work to remind myself to try and stand with my knees slightly bent or they will lock backwards. I was born with flat feet and pigeon-toed. I should have worn corrective shoes but didn’t. I also have pretty severely pronated ankles, as a result of which I use orthotics in my special shoes designed for people with messed up feet. 12 years ago I suffered a tiny tear in my anterior cruciate ligament on my right knee, and 14 months ago I had surgery on a small miniscus tear in my left knee. (Jesus…writing it all out like that, I don’t wonder that I’m in pain!)
I have had my legs, ankles and knees x-rayed in recent years, and while there does seem to be a tiny bit of arthritis forming, the general consensus has been that my knees are in remarkably good shape for my age and especially my weight.
While it took a very long time for the pain from my knee surgery to subside and my knee to function normally (almost a year, and it’s still not 100% there, probably never will be since they had to remove some of the miniscus cartilage - they gave me a video of the surgery and I was actually insane enough to watch it, can you imagine? I lost the weight becsue of the knee: I realized that the long recovery was partly due to the stress of carrying so much weight.), it finally did, and for the past 4 or 5 months I ahve been feeling stronger and better. When my activity level is fairly low, my legs can feel downright…good. Normal. Relatively speaking.
But when I start to increase my exercise, the pain starts. And I understand that this is normal, but shouldn’t there be a point at which the exercise alleviates the pain? And how do I know how much is enoguh vs. how much is too much.
At the moment, though, my legs are really messed up. I went to New York last week, and while I had “trained” for two weeks prior by taking longish walks most days (8-16 blocks), I just beat my legs up terribly last week taking very long walks every single day for 6 days straight. I was usually carrying a heavy backpack, but I did wear brand new, extremely comfortable and supportive shoes with my orthotics in them.
But I’ve been home for 5 days now and I’m still in pretty serious pain, particularly in my knees, both of them. And here’s exactly how it manifests: when I walk and use steps, the knee caps hurt. Very sore. When I sit or lay down for longer than 20 minutes, the knees stiffen, particularly in the BACKS of the knee, as though someone had poured glue into the joints. There is also, on the left side particularly, a sensation that is similar to a charlie horse at the top of the calf muscle, or perhaps its the ligament. It feels for all the world as though there is a “kink” in the ligament that needs to be untangled.
Activity loosens the glue feeling, but everything is still so tender and so beaten up that being really active just kind of aggravates everything.
The knees are still so sore that it’s waking me up in the night as I move around.
I also find that my legs don’t feel stable. I can feel things tweaking and slipping all over the place. Which makes sense, given all the issues I have.
But what I want to know is: what is with the stiffening? Is that arthritis pain? What is the best remedy? Is there a level of activity I can achieve that will eventually ease the pain, as opposed to causing it? What can I do to strengthen my legs to improve the alignment of the knees, knee caps, and ankles?
And really…who do I talk to about all this? Are there some kind of bodyworkers that really understand these issues that I can talk to? The physical therapist I had seemed kinda… generic. “Here, do this. Now do that.” I want some help! I want to work out, I want to be stronger and feel less pain.
Thanks for your time and attention to my whining.