This is what I sort of remember. It was a foreign movie-- possibly Italian. Not recent, probably within the last 25-ish years. The setting was also not recent-- maybe in the 1950s or earlier?
All I recall is one scene but it has really stuck with me. The protagonist, or one of the main characters anyway, is in a very bad place. He’s elderly and is sick or dying. It’s a very dark, gloomy, sad setting, desolate, dangerous-- possibly wartime or a disaster. He either dies or falls into a coma.
Now we are looking through his eyes at a scene that’s unfolding in his imagination, memory, or maybe a dream. He is suddenly in a beautiful field outdoors. It’s springtime, Lots of flowers, bright blue sky, white puffy clouds-- a complete contrast to the scene he has just left.
We are still looking through his eyes as he begins to run joyously through this field, liberated from the suffering he was enduring moments before. Free from pain and sorrow, breathing the beautiful air, feeling the sunshine. He is so full to the brim with relief and happiness and can’t imagine being any happier.
And then in the distance, he spots an old stone farmhouse. It looks familiar. He keeps running toward it. It looks like-- wait-- it’s MY house! A tiny figure in front of the house sees him and starts coming toward him. A woman in a long dress with her hair tied in a flowered scarf. She’s young and beautiful with rosy plump arms and a beautiful smile. She begins to run.
Oh God-- It’s Mama! He runs faster and she stops, kneels, and holds out her arms to him. Then the camera pulls back and turns to him, and we see that he is a six-year old boy in country clothes, with a little cap and short pants, laughing and smiling as he throws himself into his mother’s ferociously welcoming arms.
At that point, I’m a sobbing wreck on my sofa… That sense of final homecoming, of seeing your mother again as she was when she was young, of knowing you’ll never have to say goodbye again. I don’t remember if he has in fact literally died and gone to heaven or whether he wakes back up in his awful reality from this sublimely comforting dream.
This sound familiar to anyone?