Man, my condolences. This whole thing is just stunningly pointlessly tragic. You end up with four inches of cutlery in your chest and someone you presumably had a strong attachment to ends up in prison for two years for something she doesn’t even remember doing.
Do you think the jail sentence is going to accomplish anything? Would you have been OK with just having her get counseling?
Has this resulted in any sort of epiphany for you, of the “take every day as a gift” variety? Or is it more business as usual, except for hopefully not dating crazy women?