I used colon and intestine interchangeably. I was upset. Sue me. I know what fucking Celiac is. I’m on a doctor enforced gluten-free diet. I’ll admit that the dairy thing is self imposed, but I noticed that, since I’ve stopped eating dairy, I’ve been much less tired, and the few times I’ve tried going back on dairy, I’ve been wiped out the next day.
But, honestly, why the fuck does it matter? If I was avoiding dairy because I thought there were little green men in it that would invade my asshole and make me fart all the time, it still doesn’t make it right that this little old man told my mom this was non-dairy when it’s just lactose free.
I only mentioned the Celiac because I knew I was going to get someone who was going to say it was no big deal and that I shouldn’t have been upset. I wanted you to know all the confounding factors before you made that judgment.
I’m not sure if I’m going to address everyone in this thread. But I’ll cover a few. Guin, you have the rationale backwards. I sleep a lot because of my Celiac’s. (The reason I got the diagnosis was tiredness.) I don’t get why Ambivalid hates me so much, when I’m one of the few people who defended him when he first came to this board. (And, honestly, I was mistaken. I thought you were just troubled because you were crippled, but your picking on me when I’ve been nothing but nice to you has made me reconsider.)
I don’t know how the fuck you guys think I’m trolling. My sincerity should be obvious to absolutely everyone on this board by now. The worst thing I’ve done is deliberately being annoying to some people in a very specific way: I know that explaining myself in the Pit instead of fighting back pisses a certain set of people off, but, since all of them treat me like shit, I don’t really care. Plus, not responding at all pisses a certain other set of people off. And, anyways, many of you have made it clear that my mere existence on this board pisses you off.
I’ll admit it is a bit gratifying repeatedly seeing you guys attack me for shit you do yourselves, though. If anyone had any reason to think people were trolling, it would be me, since your opinion of a lot of things seem to change when I come into the room, and, coincidence of all coincidences, you say specifically the things I’ve told you in the past bug me. And I note that many other people share at least some of my opinions on things, yet they are not treated the way I am. Heck, it happened in this very thread!
I’ve made this clear in the past, but I’ll do so again. I have no requirement to change my posting style because it pisses you off. I tried changing for you guys for almost six weeks (because a nice poster asked me to), and I got shit on all the more. I stopped and started biting back, and, whadayaknow, most of the shit stopped. Now, as long as I avoid pit threads that other people start, and don’t start my own, I’m generally treated okay by all but one person.
Well, since I’ve almost touched on everything but the people who actually stayed on topic, I guess I’ll finish it out. Staying up all night doesn’t make you need 16 hours of sleep, nor does it make it where you can’t think and almost faint. One thing you guys seem to have never figured out is that is that I am not stupid. I may say “tarded” things, but the only thing any of you who attack me have on me is life experience and maybe better command of insults.
I stayed away from this thread because it was my fucking birthday, and I was already rather upset. I knew that a certain group of cowards would use this thread to attack me again, and I didn’t want to have those types of thoughts on my birthday.
And, finally, as for the subject of Fenris. He crossed a line when he tried to get me banned because he hates me. While I may sometimes respond to a point he has brought up, I have decided never to actually talk to him again**. It’s the same thing I’ve done with the other Republican*** on this board without any morals. The guy hates me because I got mad about being pitted and posted about it in another thread. He thinks that the way you should treat people who annoy you is to deliberately not tell them what it is, because it’s not his job. He has decided to hate me at a level beyond any of the rest of you, and I just don’t have time for him anymore.
I probably should have given up on him a long time ago, but I like a lot of his other posts when he’s not attacking me (back when that wasn’t 50% of his posts here). But when a guy’s hatred stands out amongst a sea of haters, you kinda just have to let it go.
Before I end this stupid post I probably shouldn’t have started, I’ll briefly say I’m glad a few people seem to understand what’s so infuriating about this, and I’ll definitely give kudos to Guin for that last post where she pointedly doesn’t attack me, even though she thinks something I said is stupid. I’m glad some of you actually wanted to discuss what this thread was about. I’m sorry you didn’t really get to.
*Unless he apologizes, which I’m pretty sure will never happen. I know it’ll piss him off to hear this (so, OMG, I’m trolling him!), but I really do hate the sin and not the sinner. And even though I know you’ll make fun of me for calling him this, I do in fact choose to forgive my enemies. It’s just that, unless he apologizes, we really have nothing to say to each other, and I’m happier pretending he doesn’t exist. Hopefully he will some day be able to do the same, instead of letting me live rent-free in his head for so long.
**Not shitting on Republicans, just noting a commonality. And I’m deliberately not saying the other guy’s name because he’s been kind enough not to post in this thread.
***One more footnote for the road!