Statistically I’m probably most likely to die at this point in a car wreck, I drive a lot, I love to drive fast, I think its the most likely cause of death given my age bracket and other factors. I worry about it a lot less now that I’ve bought a new car that isn’t so small and has way more up-to-date safety features, my old car was basically a 2 door coupe deathtrap that didn’t even have stability control for instance.
I go through little phases where I think about death a lot, and how the older you get the faster it seems to go by and you increasingly realize how short your time on this planet really is, even assuming you live to the average lifespan, and then a huge chunk of that time is spent sleeping, unaware of what’s even happening, or working at a job 40 hours a week or whatever.
For the most part though I think I’m still young enough and haven’t had any major health crises that I don’t really fret over my own death all that much, I’m sure as I get older it will become something I contemplate more and more.
Really I think the worst thing would be to outlive my children, I couldn’t imagine much worse than that for me personally, especially if it was some freak accident or act of violence or something.