I have a lovely and very intelligent 16 1/2 year old daughter who I am getting kind of worried about. She seems to be lacking the ability to recognize group social cues that most other children her age (I think) can pick up fairly readily. This is nothing new and it has been evident to me (and brought to my attention over the years by her teachers over and over and over again) that from a fairly young age (around age 5-6 or so) that she had this tendency to not really be all that aware of her social surroundings unless she makes an effort to do so. I always assumed this was just immaturity and that it would be something she would grow out of, but that does not seem to be the case at this point and quite frankly I beginning to get worried.
I had sort of window into this when she was 9 or so and I was in midst of a contentious divorce and she was having problems in school. My ex-and I took her to a psychiatrist on the advice of therapist she was seeing (my ex wanted both kids in therapy on the advice of her lawyer) and we were told, based the Doctor observing her interact with me an her mother in a conversational situation, that she was an 11 on the scale of 1-10 for ADD type behavior. We tried Ritalin and she had a very negative reaction (hyper emotional, crying etc) to it that was so frightening we decided to just bag the drug thing and deal with her focus issues as best we could with loving attention.
This is (I think) part of the reason she has had difficultly making friends even though she would desperately like to be liked and be more popular. Her peers (according to her) tend to treat her as something of an insecure geek. She is slightly overweight (not tremendously), but dresses somewhat sloppily and (seemingly) has no concerns about going to school or out in public with clothes that have food stains and spills on them. Kids dress sloppily all the time, but the not caring about spills and stains thing does worry me in a 16 1/2 year old girl.
I want to be clear I am not talking about some kind of high functioning Aspergers type thing. She is very intelligent and wittily conversational one on one and appears to be perfectly normal and even fairly advanced for her age until she gets into group social situations that require a somewhat more sophisticated moderation of behavior.
This has occasionally caused her to manifest inappropriate behavior like talking over people in social gatherings instead of waiting for an appropriate break in the conversation, or neglecting her table manners such as blowing her nose at restaurant dinner table, taking other’s dishes without asking - (that they would share if asked) etc. Running her knees continuously into the back of other movie patron’s seats even though repeatedly warned (by me) that this irritates other people.
While visiting at a friend of mines house a few months ago she was informed politely by my friend to please not take all of a limited amount of an avocado dip because it had to serve a large group, and when everyone’s attention was elsewhere she went back in and secretly scarfed it all up. When I asked her why she did this (after my friend told me about it a month or so later) she was very embarrassed and didn’t want to talk about it.
I took her to the ceremony closing out the end of the year for the athletic clubs (she just started tennis this year) and when I she got a certificate I tried to quietly pick it off her lap (gently) during the ceremony to look at it and she clamped down on it and said firmly and worriedly “No it’s mine!” as if I was trying to take it away from her, rather than just wanting to look at it with pride. I was confused and fairly irritated, but I said nothing.
In any case, this came to a head the other day when I picked her up from school and she asked me if I thought she talked too much or inappropriately in social situations as she was concerned about how she appeared to other people. “Hallelujah” I thought, “maturity has manifested itself and the lights are coming on!” Later that evening when we were coming back from a nice evening at the movies, I stopped off at a Chinese take out with the kids get something for their mother and them to eat when I dropped them off at her house shortly. In the take out I nudged her and was going to whisper something to her about the menu when the food order came up. As I got up to and went to the front counter she followed me up to the counter and started asking a loud voice “Why did you nudge me? What did I do? Why did you nudge me?” “Please” I said softly and gave her a “Please for the Love of God be quiet” look to no avail. “But, I want to know why!” she repeated loudly completely oblivious to the fact that people were starting to stare. I paid as quickly as possible and left.
When I tried to talk to her about why she did this when I got back to the car, she stated getting more and more upset and yelling “I know you think I’m a social retard. I don’t care. I thought you were nudging me because you wanted to tell me something and I wanted to know what it was!” My explanation that a nudge was generally for something you did not want to discuss out loud fell on deaf ears and crying and tears ensued.
In my defense I consider myself pretty easygoing, and I’m really not an uptight prick in public, but her constant, inappropriate, out loud behavior has me dreading group social situations with her. She can behave in groups, but it seems to really require an effort on her part and she seems to really resent making the effort to be consciousness of her surroundings, and will lapse back into her standard “out loud” behavior at the first opportunity. It seems like there is no curtain between her brain and her mouth and if it’s a thought it will be verbalized.
Am I over the top in my expectations for near 17 year old young lady? Is this something that she will finally grow out of? I have to admit I getting very concerned. She is my precious little girl and I love her to pieces, but I want to know if I should stop lecturing her on inappropriate behavior or just accept it as part of her natural personality, move on and not try to correct her about it anymore as it upsets her when I do. Is this even a problem if she does not think it’s one? What the hell can I do? Should I just shut up and back off?