Hmm…
Well, I hate to ask this because it feels like a copout, but I may need a bit of help in the months to come. I don’t want to cheat the system or live off welfare, but I was wondering if there’s any sort of government/social support for depression while somebody is seeking employment?
I’m a 30-year old single man (no kids) who recently dropped out of college. I just didn’t have the willpower to finish after 8+ years of trying. I’m able-bodied physically and I’ve held various (usually part-time) jobs ranging from 1-4 years.
I’ve also suffered from pretty severe depression since I was a teenager, and I have an extensive, documented medical history to prove it (including records from multiple psychiatrists, medication history, a couple of suicide attempts, ER visits, institutionalization records, etc.). It is very hard for me to admit this to myself, but looking back, I believe this has had a moderately negative effect on my professional and educational careers. I’ve been fired and/or driven to quit from a small handful of jobs because, frankly, I just couldn’t summon up the energy to continue at them. Many days, it was hard to even wake up and get out of bed. For the most part, I would summarize my professional experience as slightly above mediocre (6.5/10) and my educational history as absolutely disastrous.*
Now, I know it’s not easy to differentiate clinical depression from run of the mill laziness, and in my case (to be really honest with myself) it’s probably a combination of both. Probably about 50/50.
Anyway, I’ve been looking for a job for about 2 months now without much luck, because there just aren’t that many employers to begin with where I live (Humboldt County, CA). I am also looking in other parts of California and Oregon and have a few leads, but the big employers there usually take a few weeks or longer to get back to applicants.
Until now, I’ve survived off some very generous support from my parents, but that won’t continue past the end of December or January at the latest. My very meager savings won’t last much longer beyond that.
I don’t want to turn into a welfare leech even if I could, but is there any support available for someone like me while I’m looking for a job? Something that might last 2-3 months? I will apply for food stamps very soon, but I really hope I don’t have to be homeless again. I lived out of my car for a few months in the past; it wasn’t much fun.
*In terms of educational/professional specifics: I have no college degree, not even an AS/AA. I have about 160 units of completed coursework across various majors (mostly environmental, with some communication and computers thrown in), but sadly they’re too diverse to actually earn any diploma. I did not finish high school either, but I have a California GED. I have about 10-15 years of mostly self-taught experience in the technology field, and a few good references, so it should be enough to at least land an entry position somewhere. It’s just hard doing it long-distance, and hard waiting to hear back from employers. I spent an hour doing a phone interview with one potential employer today, but even they need another 2 weeks to make a decision. Sigh
Just wondering what my options might be… thanks for any advice!