Fuck karma.

Oh, fuck. What a day.

My boss, whom I’ve mentioned on here more than once as a shining exemplar of everything a boss ought to be and a totally great person all around, has been in the hospital for about six weeks. Originally they thought it was a bad reaction to some meds, then they thought it was the flu, and back and forth. After a week they put him in the ICU with a breathing tube, and after a month he was finally diagnosed with an extremely rare form of cancer.

At 10 a.m. this morning I got the call to tell me he’d died. He never left the ICU.

Jimmy taught me pretty much everything I know about journalism. He jumped in and worked his ass off alongside all of us during the Sept. 11 attacks, the shuttle disaster, the horrible windstorm last summer that crippled the city, and a zillion other events big and small. He was always, unfailingly cheerful and enthusiastic; every day when I came in I heard “Greetings!” and when I asked him how he was doing he’d say “Doing well!”

So I’m sitting around the house trying to come to grips with the fact that I’ll never see him again. I hear the mailman drop off the mail, and I go out to see what it is.

It’s a letter informing me that I’ve got a full scholarship to law school this fall.

This is not how karma is supposed to fucking work.

I’m so sorry to hear that! How awful :frowning:

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. That’s horrible. I know this is probably not going to make you feel better, but at least he didn’t suffer as much as he could of. It was quick, and that at least, was a good thing.

As for your scholarship, congratulations! Getting into law school is hard enough but to get a scholarship as well? That’s awesome. Trust me, I’m a 1L living on ramen to make my tuition, unable to even get a loan.

I’m sure your boss would’ve wanted you to achieve your dream. Make him proud.

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Sorry to hear about your boss. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve felt what you’re feeling right now. Yes, that sounds so clichè, but it is the truth. Just remember all the little things (and all the big things) he taught you.

Congratulations on getting that scholarship.

I’m sorry that you’ve lost such a treasured friend and colleague.From what you’ve said about Jimmy, I think he would have been thrilled at your good news.