I’m venting here, no need to read any more…
For the past couple of days, my Korean students (most of them freshmen) have been asking me how I feel about the recent attack on The United States of America, my country.
Yesterday, I just told them that I didn’t want to talk about it, as they are simply unequipped to understand AND I didn’t want to cry in front of my students. (not dissing 18 year-olds everywhere… but 18 year-olds here in Korea are the MOST naive people I have ever seen! They (generally speaking) simply do NOT have the capacity to understand how I feel right now. These are college freshmen who are emotionally at the level of American high school freshmen (no fault of theirs… just the culture here…) or lower.
Today, as I wrapped up a class I would have prefered to cancel, I asked, “Does anyone have any questions?” To my surprise, there WAS a question: “How your opinion of the accident in New York?” with a little smirk, that said ‘Ha! Ha! The US gets taken down a peg or two!’
I almost lost it.
I simply said, “Well, how would YOU feel if it had been YOUR country?” and left it at that.
Well, here at the SDMB, I am going to post my true reply (again, no need to read further… there will be nothing of interest, nothing of substance, nothing well-reasoned, nothing coherent… just me ranting):
So, “how my opinion?” you smirking little fuck? Let me tell you! I’m speechless! Many thousands of innocent people have been murdered! “How my opinion???”
FUCK YOU!
My opinion is that MY country has been attacked by unthinking, souless murderers who are currently trying to get used to hell. What did you think? That I would be HAPPY about this? Are you THAT fucking clueless??
I understand that you don’t like the US… I’m not always 100% thrilled with the things that my country does. My country acts in its self-interest, as does EVERY other country. Get used to it.
I see you out in front of the Humanities Building participating (with many other of my students) in various Anti-American protests… OK, you are entitled to your (however uninformed, illogical, blind) opinion, and I would DIE (as have many of my country-men) to defend that! Keep in mind that your country WOULD NOT FUCKING EXIST were it not for the US… Would you rather be part of North Korea? OK, go north! No one is stopping you. I hope you like the taste of grass and tree-bark, because that is what you will be eating there (mostly… you MIGHT be lucky enough to get some food-aid from the western countries, but don’t count on it… your government will be taking most, if not all, of it to feed the army…).
The world owes a LOT to America and other free, westernized democracies (but please forgive me if I focus on the US right now! No insult to other western cultures…).
You like to play StarCraft? You like the internet? Well, bad news, Sparky… the US made both! How about cars and airplanes? Pretty handy, eh? Yup… the US again. The t-shirt, jeans, baseball cap and sneakers you are wearing right now? Made in the US (originally… granted, you guys have copied us… but still… I asked Astrogirl one time why she never wore “Han-Bok” (traditional Korean clothing)… she told me it was uncomfortable. Hmmm. By the way, do you want me to explain what the English on your t-shirt means? Because YOU have no idea, obviously…) Do you like TV? Electric lights? Electricity, for that matter? Do you like telephones?? The US made them…
Guess what, you smirking little asshole: you owe MY country a LOT! MOST of your pathetic, sheltered, commy-sypathizing life you can attribute to the US, and other western democracies, and no one else!
Were it not for western democratic countries, you would now be living in the Democratic Republic of Korea. Starving, with most of your countymen, with no internet, no games, no western products, no education, no way to earn a living… in short you would be a starving ant with no ability to protest the US intervention in ANYTHING, no opportunity to get an education, and no opportunity to have a happy life of your own! And, saddest of all, you WOULDN’T EVEN KNOW IT! You would have been brain-washed into thinking that your life, starving, deprived of all but the most basic creature comforts, completely uneducated… was a perfect life!
Smirk away, you ignorant piece of shit. The best thing about western, democratic society is that we can ignore people like you, and go about the business of being happy.