**Chiro and Larry Mudd’s **experience pretty much mirrors mine. I won’t rehash every thing now but in brief, Cocaine. Wow ten foot tall and invincible and invisible. I am talking to you and anticipating what you will say, Concurrently, I have checked out the girl slightly to my right and think her shoes doesn’t match her outfit, ( think I noticed her a few days ago in the mall too)I can hear the conversations of everyone around me ( but my ego dismisses them as mundane) You feel very much in control.
Crack or free base cocaine was different I felt more mellow but still totally in charge. Sex on Crack is amazing. ( well for me anyway… need to track down that particular partner and ask her for her version hehehe!)
MDMA (Ecstasy. wow. the complete opposite, your ego has gone away, everything is good and so beautiful, you don’t see an angry guy you don’t see an ugly person, every sensation is amazingly mellow and empathetic. The air you breathe tastes so good, walking is such a rewarding experience. ( wow my legs are so cool!) You don’t want to drink alcohol you just want to experience clean fresh tastes. Music and lights are amazingly powerful and seem to to be designed just for you.
Ketamine. The bastard who gave me that telling me it was Ecstasy, should be strung up. Felt anesthetized but my vision was distorted in a way that I didn’t think possible and find it hard to describe. I was standing outside a church trying to get it together to walk home and the church kept shrinking to a few inches tall and I couldn’t figure out how to get around it! Fortunately I was with friends who chaperoned me home.
Acid (LSD) well the strawberry blotters were pretty cool everything was so bright and shiny. You feel pretty wired and alert but you could easily drift off into a mode where weird visuals took over your concentration.
Green rocket Acid blotters. Wow so pleased I just took a half. just just barely hang on to reality, wrapped up in questions such as “why am I here? whats my significance in this universe? And come to that what is the significance of the universe?”
Heroin. (smoked not injected.) The first hit made me really really mellow and relaxed. It lasted about 3-5 minutes. The second hit took me to a lower level, not mellow but more sloppy drunk, it also made me want to vomit. For the next few hours I was anesthetized but couldn’t sleep. No chance of an erection which only made me more pissed off. Didn’t go back there again.
Speed ( American Amphetamine?) never liked it much, sure it sobered you up and made you hyper but it just made me speak at 100 mph and chew my own teeth!)
Shrooms. Not too shabby at all really, but I was always introspective with them. Couldn’t really be assed to inter-relate with others.
Legal Highs
Ephedrine. This shit was awful! seriously seriously awful. if I moved suddenly, my heart rate would increase terribly, felt anxious, stressed and paranoid. couldn’t even talk without getting anxious. didn’t revisit that.
Salvia Divinorum. Hahahaha! is this shit really legal? Wow. apart from the fact it is a very harsh smoke The trip is the most intense ( albeit short lived 2-3 minutes) trip of my life. Complete disassociation from your self, surroundings and timeframe, the trip was so vivid but my only real recollection of it was when it was wearing off. I always felt that I was being called home and that this life was not real, just an experiment. You know that scene in the original terminator, where the bad guy just morphs out of the floor behind the dud at the coffee machine? Thats how it felt, I was just joining another world and was confused as to where I had been and where I was going. Very intense.
Absolutely IMHO not a recreational drug Don’t do this at home folks, ( but if you do do it then only do it at home!) The best bit about this was discussing the intense trip afterwards with other participants.
Haven’t touched anything for over 15 years now. Miss it sometimes but older, wiser and all that stuff