I dunno if you’re reading this, but I love you, Searching. I know I’ve told you this before, but I’ve been so happy since we’ve been together. When you told me today how happy you were to know me… I remembered just how much I felt something similar. I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I promise I’ll be there. I love you.
So here I am, doing another random search for any posts you’ve made in the past 5 days and I stumble on this. Hm, wonder what this is? What is this? Geez.
-deep breath-
How do I…? You know I have no words to talk about the way I feel about you. I’ve tried before, so many times…I’m gonna jump you when I see you in the morning, I will. I promise.
You drive me absolutely insane. I feel so absolutely helplessly and hopelessly lost when I look at you-I’ve never been one for mindless adoration before.
stares at screen for eternity
Damn, baby. I don’t even know where to begin…
Do you know that the thought of you wandering around in Party City looking for a tiara for me makes me want to cry? (And laugh, and hug you and kiss you, but that’s not the point) because I am so lucky to know you and have you…you’ve heard all this before and you’re likely to hear it again and again and again till you realize what a truly special person you are. And that you deserve the absolute best and I will do whatever in my power to give it to you.
Lately when someone who I haven’t talked to lately asks me what’s going on, I say “Alex.” When someone asks me how life is or what I’m doing or have been up to lately, I say “Alex is my life.” I can’t think back over the last couple of months and not be overwhelmed by your influence in my life.
I…God, my friends all think I’m pathetic. Catalyst and everyone having to put up with my constant need to think/talk/rant/rave about you…what if I hadn’t met him, and met you through him? Catalyst, I owe you forever for this…
Wow, people replied. looks stupid I have a knack for that, I reckon. Basically what Ms. Searching said: thanks and, uh, chickenhead… what are you talking about? shrug Whatever toots your horn, mano. Thanks for the kind words guys.
Why, AlbertRose (or should I say Mitch?), thank you. Nice to meet you. -grins-
Penthouse, huh? Hm. I guess we could arrange that. You’ll have to check with ARose first. But I’m pretty sure that he’d love the idea. Him and his Almighty, that is.