Bunny, you were talking about PMS. I don’t really get PMS so much as during my period, I turn into a big quivering ball of neurosis. My period just started yesterday. Consequently, everything is a big frippin’ crisis today.
I can’t find my W-2s from last year, which I need to give to the unemployment office so they can get me into the system quicker, because if we wait for the federal government to give them my employment and income info, I’ll be ready for Social Security by then. All my shit is still in boxes, and who knows which box my important papers are in–God forbid I should put stuff in my files where they belong. This is about to make me cry.
I broke my mother’s antique clock. It’s a beautiful Vienna Regulator, and I can’t seem to wind it without breaking it. I’m serious, this has happened like the last three times she’s gone out of town. The weight slips off the pulley cord when I wind it, so I tried to hold the little wheel to keep it on the track, and it slipped off the top, behind the face. I might be able to fix it, but I’m afraid to take it off the wall for fear I will do more damage. Every time I look at it, I want to cry.
My car is still broken. This makes me want to cry.
Nobody is here to hold me. This really makes me want to cry.
I know in my head that everything is going to be fine, but my emotions are just out of control right now. Bleah.
FTR, you seem nice. (I think I saw you called the Queen of Rant™ once, though. Is that supposed to be an insult?)
I would post why I’m being such a bitch lately. But I know noone on this board gives a shit about me, since, well, I’m still < 100 posts. (Only because of lack of familiarity, not because of low post count)
If this is you as a bitch, I’d hate to see ya when you’re not might get cavities.
For some reason, I’m thinking that’s not our Bunny you saw that attributed to. She is one of the more kind souls around, not much in the way of an acid tongue (though she was a Navy gal, so I wouldn’t go trying to test that theory.)
Bunny, I’m holding good thoughts for you and the rest of y’all wimmin and this is one time I’m glad to be miles and miles away. Except for Geo, her I would offer a hug.
Trying to figure out how the heck I’m going to make it until January to see my fiance again. Worried about wedding next year. Need to find shoes to have hem altered. Need immunizations to satisfy the darned US INS. Trying to find out where I can get these as I have to start the Hepatitis shots in a couple of weeks to be eligible for the interview IF our timeline holds out and they don’t end up changing the requirements due to the damn terrorists (worst case scenario worrying here.)
I’m losing my temper, constantly. Sleep long but don’t sleep well. Dan (fiance) thinks I’m bi-polar. I really don’t give a crap atm as I’ve lived inside this head or 21 years already and I’m mostly used to it, except when it’s driving me mad, mad i say! insane laughter If I didn’t love him so much, I’d kick his ass for trying to label me.
He’s great. Thinking that doesn’t make him an asshole. And if he is an asshole, he’s MY asshole!
At work, was on call center inbound lines for one year, got out into a temporary web design position in January of 2001. When that ran out, I got into a developer’s position in March. I am still there. I am still getting call center wages. I have no guarantee that I will be here in 2 weeks when the project I am on ends. I was TOLD that they would get me on permanently when I was performing with the rest of the team. I am MORE than performing compared to most of the team. The only person out of 4 who does more work than I is Marie. She’s sweet. If she wasn’t in our group I think I would have told them to stick the job in the poo-hole weeks ago. I just got done the work that someone else was supposed to have done. He ‘worked on’ one report out of 7. I did 3. Marie did the other 3. He didn’t even have it half done, he had a week, I just finished the whole thing, starting from scratch, in 5 hours. While posting on the SDMB. This is normal. (for any coders out there, I’m doing ASP/VBscript/JScript that passes SQL recordsets via ADODB to Crystal Reports ActiveX objects. Nothing too challenging.)
Had a period where I was crying, at work, all the time, for about 3 weeks. This was right before my vacation last month. I hit a coworker because he poked me in the back of the head. I am headed for emotional breakdown city, big time.
Geobabe, my best friend is in almost your position, and has been off and on for… well, a year? Add an irresponsible BF in there who was using her for sex after he dumped her (her own fault, but he’s still a dick) and a father who holds the fact that you live in a building he owns over your head, and THEN deciding that you’re going to go back to university…
{{{Geobabe}}} Hope you don’t mind. Cocoa? (with mint schnaaps.)
BunnyGirl, thanks for letting me hijack your thread.
might get cavities.
