The older I get the more scared I get. I love my mom so much, it hurts physically. She is not healthy like she was, but she is still damn cool. I only want the best for her, but I still can’t sleep at nights sometime, I sometimes take her for granted, which I don’t… MOM I love you for ever… damn I hate this stuff.
concrete must leave now. My left eye hurts from the salt.
that wasn’t a joke btw.
I know. My dad’s getting on in years, and while he’s incredibly healthy for his age, I know I’ll only have him for another few more years. Dealing with your parents’ mortality sucks hardcore. All I can tell you, Linux, is “focus on the now.”
I know how you feel.
My dad’s in the hospital tonight at Stanford Medical Center waiting to get his carotid ateries unplugged. He went last week and they said he was to weak to operate on.
He had open heart surgury 10 years ago and he’s a lot weaker now, at 80. The major risks are stroke and sudden death.
I just keep jumping when the phone rings, wondering if it’s “that” call.