So, this friend of mine who I spent forever trying to have plans with. Well this week so far we have spent a fair amount of time together.
-So, he doesn’t hate me or even think nothing of me
-So, he clearly has fun with me…I think
I am blissed out right now because of something I can’t help: I am horribly, magnetically attracted to singers. Amazingly the guy I married wasn’t a musician, but ordinarily all musicians and particularly singers are like this special potion for me.
The guys sings.
The guy sang for three hours.
While I stared drooling and in a state of catatonic lust at him, he pretended not to notice/did not notice and kept going, slamming my soul into a state of glee that I can not explain. All I can say is WOW. And all day tomorrow I see him again (he is a coworker) and afterwards it may happen again, and then there’s my birthday coming up.
Oh my.
Because there is absolutely nothing going on between us and possibly never will be (hell, I don’t know anymore though!) but we’re clearly becoming closer and I don’t want to lose it when the day comes, in a couple of weeks, when schedules change and we don’t see eachother again. Like it’s been.
I’m just hoping that we can sustain whatever this is long enough so that we actually start going out or something.
I do not know at all what happens next, I just had to share with people the absolute happiness I feel right not, because this was a perfect moonlit night of being sung to by a guy that actually knows I am madly attracted to him.
