I can’t talk about it in this forum. Even if I could, I probably couldn’t find the words. Most of you are normies anyway(non-junkies), so you wouldn’t be able to understand my insanity.
I’m not looking for good wishes, though they won’t be turned away. No one need respond to this thread. I just needed to express this feeling right now.
I am very sad.
I will be OK though. I have friends to talk to about it. I have already spoken with a couple. It’s not like I’m gonna get loaded or anything. I’m just not in a good place. And I need to say it now, and I don’t want to wake my idiot co-worker and tell him.
Thanks for being here. Feel free to ignore this, as it has made no sense whatsoever anyways.
spooje–your name always makes me smile, and I’m sorry to hear you’re in a rough patch. I haven’t had a ‘normie’ bone in my body since I was 15 years old, so if you need someone extra to bitch at or talk to my e-mail’s in my profile.
Sending good thoughts your way…
First, let me tell you how much I love this place. Spooje didn’t specifically mention what was bothering him, yet here everyone is just saying “we hear you”.
The positivity that flows in this place is truly amazing. You guys rock.
Good luck Spooje. Here’s hoping your sadness doesn’t last very long.
Hey, spooje. So sorry you’re in that place. I’m lingering a bit too long in my place, too. The cool thing is, a bunch of people of are sending you some good energy. It’s a good move reaching out to your friends.
Put a finger in each nostril (don’t pick your nose!)
Turn to someone and say “My nose is stuffed up.”
Fall on the floor laughing.
(My 5 yr old came up with that all by herself. I still get the giggles just thinking about it.)
Seriously - I’m with DAVEW0071, I can’t relate exactly to your problem but I do empathise. I wish you continued strength and I hope that if you can’t talk to your friends soon you’ll take some of these good people at their word and let them be there for you.