…I don’t know where to start.
I took my son to a local eat-in/carry-out dive. We went in planning to grab something and go. I didn’t lock my car and left my bookbag. As we were standing in line we decided to eat there. I thought , hmm, better lock the car..
Now I know it was stupid. My bad. But we were parked righ by the door and it isn’t a bad neighborhood. But yeah, still dumb.
So what did they get? My ipod… That sucks. But I have all my songs on my computer and could resync it with a replacement.
The only thing else they got…my diabetic testing meter and my log. My doc will probably give me a new one for free. But the log? I was diagnosed with diabetes about 7 weeks ago and I have logged everything I have eaten so I can track what makes my blood sugar spike. I can’t replace that. Ir-refrickin’-placeable. It breaks my heart.
As a follower of Jesus, I am supposed to forgive the thief. In fact, I am supposed to give him my shirt if he steals my coat. But WTF am I supposed to do when he steals my glucose log? You want my Metformin script too? Sure, have it.
I am bummed. I just got the backpack. I can’t afford a new ipod. I have to start from scratch tracking my diabetes.
That is what really has me mad. The way I dealt with the shock of having diabetes was by taking charge of it and tracking what I ate and how it impacted my sugar. I tested every morning and then 2 hours after every meal. I have an appointment to see how am doingin a few weeks. That log was my road map of where I wanted to go and where I had been.
Now it is gone.
FUCK!
