I don’t think I can get more mundane and pointless than this but here it goes.
Two weeks ago, I hurt my finger at work. I was trying to cut a pleated shade for a customer and the headrail got stuck on the track of the cutter. This is a very common problem. But this time, no amount of banging or pulling would make it come off.
Finally, after many minutes of tugging, the damn thing jerked off the track, with my right middle fingertip in the way. The edge of the track sliced through the left portion of my fingertip, right below the nail. It also sliced through the nail, about 1/4 of the way up and 3/4 of the way across.
I went to the hospital for a tetanus shot as it had been over 10 years since my last one. The doctor told me that I would lose the lower portion of my finger nail. I’ve lost that entire nail before so the prospect didn’t exactly bother me. However, he said my finger tip should heal fine, although I would have a scar. He said that stitches in that particular spot would be very painful and difficult. I don’t mind scars so I didn’t push the subject.
However, despite two weeks of taking very good care of it, the flap of skin hardened and remained a flap. It has made no effort to reattach to the rest of my finger. The space where the flap was seems to be healing over pretty well but there is now a pretty sizeable dent in my fingertip.
I finally decided to remove the flap and the dangling nail. Since the only pain I feel now comes from the movement of the two flaps, it seemed like a good idea at the time. However, I didn’t realize the extent of the dent until the dead skin and nail were gone. I also didn’t realize how sensitive the new skin is. When I touch the dent, I get a very unpleasant - kinda squiky feeling. I don’t regret cutting it off as I knew it would never reattach. But still, I think I prefered the mild pain to this icky feeling.
I don’t think the new skin will ever fill the gap left by the sliced flap. This particular fingertip was already slightly odd looking from the last time I injured it (16 years ago). The nail has never grown back quite right and the skin had a slightly puckered look. But now, there’s a dent too. Since my nail doesn’t grow correctly, it will never grow long enough to cover the dent.
I am now, officially, maimed.