This is a bit of a rant, but it isn’t pit-worthy, and I really do love my wife, so I’m hesitant to put anything about her in the Pit. But . . .
Dear Wife:
OK, look. I’ve had enough of this. I’ve had enough of you complaining that I’m never home, and I don’t spend enough time with you, and that I’m ignoring you.
Just over a year ago, you lost your job. And that sucks. I know you worked hard to get that job, and that career. You went to grad school. You worked through the entry-level jobs. You finally got somewhere in your career, and then it all fell apart as the financial industry collapsed in New York.
So you decided that you would repurpose yourself. You had no desire to go back to a business that had treated you so badly, and that might never recover to its pre-crash levels. You decided that you’d go to grad school, again, in an entirely different field, one that, although lower-paying, is more recession-proof and of greater value to society. And, because we’re not in our twenties anymore, you thought it best to go to school full-time, so that you could finish the program in a reasonable amount of time.
I supported this decision. I think it was a good one. I still do. I want you to be happy.
As you know, we have some serious overhead. We have a mortgage, along with the ancillary costs of co-op ownership. We have a car. It’s paid for, but there’s still insurance and maintenance, and the cost of the garage, and gas, and so on. We need food and clothes and even the odd bit of entertainment once in a while.
So we decided, together, that for a while, while you weren’t working and were in school, I would work two jobs. I work 9 to 5 at the same job I’ve had for a few years (the one that provides our health insurance, by the way). And I work another job from 5:30 to 11:30, with no benefits, but it does bring in $29.00 an hour, five days a week, and sometimes on weekends, too, when I can get the work.
As a result of all that work, which has been going on for about a year now, we still have our apartment, and our car, and we get by. We really do. And you get to go to grad school without having to hold down a job at the same time. Which makes both of us happy.
So, here we are. Yes, I’m tired. Yes, I’m not home a lot. But that doesn’t mean I’m ignoring you. Or that I don’t want to spend time with you. It means I’m working my ass off so that we can have the life we both want. You knew I’d be working like this a year ago. If you don’t like it, quit grad school and get a job. I don’t know what else to say to you. I don’t especially like it either. Stop whining.