sometimes i feel that i’m not like the average teenager. i could be very much wrong, which might be, and probably is, the case.
for one thing, i try to have resons for whatever i think. i won’t go saying that this sucks alot and have no reason. i won’t just say “it just does”. that’s not me. and i attempt to understand my own actions. to let myself think rationally on things, not tolet myself act impulsively.
and another thing, i try to look at things from different angles, so to speak. maybe from my own view and ideas i can’t understand why someone would do or say something. but then i try to see it form their mind. of course this doesn’t always work, such as in the case of hitler.
and i think i’m the only person i know that’s looking into different ideas than normal ones. i don’t know anyone who is reading things on the gaia theories and the likes. or who tries to make ideas that others haven’t already.
and unlike almost all people i know, i want to help humanity. i don’t mean like to be a politician, or a spiritual leader. i’d like to be someone like gandhi, a leader who didn’t try to be one.
i’ve even had friends say that i’d be a great politician. but all the same i don’t want to to be one. if i’m going to gain any sort of power, i don’t want it through a system like the government.
i suppose that’s all i have to say. i tried as hard as i can to put my ideas into some wort of sensible plan, but my best apoligies if they’re not too understandable.
and by the way, i didn’t spell check this, i’m hoping it’s not too bad.