He’s cute, he’s funny, and he seems genuinely intersted in what I have to say (however jumbled and incoherent it may be sometimes). He stops on the busy sidewalk on campus to chat, and it’s good times when I don’t freak out and practically run away from him. A mutual friend/coworker told him someone she knows is interested in him. I’m pretty sure he knows it’s me. I’ve taken initiative to go to his office with no good reason other than to say hi. Since then, it’s more of the same. Until last night. I had a dream that I went up and just asked him out. Straight out. I woke up because I was so freaked out by what my dream-self had done, but when I got to thinking about it, I decided it wasn’t such a bad idea. Except, I could never be that bold. I’m not sure what it is about him, but he makes me nervous. I think it’s because I REALLY like him and have so for the past 4 years.
I want to ask him out, but I’m not sure how to do it. I need an event. Something that has other people besides us. Something that is not considered a “date” location. Something that looks as if I just happened to invite him (an “extra” ticket scenario pops into mind).
Here is where all you wonderful people come in. Help me fill in the blanks. Believe it or not, I do kind of want him to say no. Only then can I get over this damn crush already.