I am not a conventional vaccine skeptic
In fact, I’d probably be classified by genuine vaccine-skeptics as a liberal doctrinaire pro-vaxxer who wants anti-vaxxers arrested, jailed, and castrated, in that order. My position on the COVID vaccine, for example, is “volunteer pin cushion” who will take a COVID booster any time they’re offered and who has never been less fully vaccinated than was possible. And I’m vehemently in favor of children being vaccinated against any and all childhood diseases, and I recommend vaccination to all of my lazy or moderately skeptical friends constantly. I’m something of a bore on that subject.
But here’s the thing: in the late 1970s, I took a flu vaccine, as was recommended to me, and about a week or ten days later, came down with the most miserable whopping case of flu known to man. I was in bed for a week, simply miserable, running a very high fever and suffering from classic flu symptoms as I never had before and never since. (I was in my early 20s at the time.)
I connected the two events in my mind. Plainly, I got the flu shot and soon afterwards I got the flu.
This made me skeptical about the efficacy of the shot but did not make me into a conspiracy-minded enemy of vaccines. What accomplished that was being told that I was crazy to associate the two events.
I was told (you can imagine) that there was no connection, that it was purely a coincidence, that any causality between the shot and the subsequent illness was statistically improbable to the point of ludicrousness, and that I was, in short, a nutjob to imagine that the one had anything whatsoever to do with the other.
Being so informed offended me. I found myself angry at having what seemed to me a rather obvious nexus invalidated and at being treated like an anti-scientific nutjob for connecting the two events.
I don’t know for sure that there is an explanation that would satisfy those who tried to explain what had happened but that wouldn’t have offended me. I like to think that such an explanation does exist. I just haven’t heard it.
And now that RFK jr has declared that he would not take a flu shot in a million years, I find myself in horrendously bad company, the worst company imaginable. But this Facebook short https://www.facebook.com/reel/2210560579469234 features a real scientist refuting Kennedy’s point. I’m no immunologist, so I have a little bit of trouble understanding the fine points of his refutation, but is he addressing my issue with the flu shot? In other words, I think he may be stating that there is a theoretical connection between getting the flu shot and getting the flu which MAY in rare cases result in the phenomenon that I insist happened to me (and that RFK jr insists happens regularly). Am I putting words into this scientist’s mouth, or is his explanation saying what I hope he’s saying, i.e., that there is a rare case of the flu shot leading to the flu, and I was just an unlucky bastard in 1978. I can live with that.