Mr. Rilch and I looooove to watch “Sesame Street” late at night on Noggin. As I think I’ve mentioned. Last night, we saw a sketch where Big Bird gave everyone pictures he’d drawn of them. The last one was of Mr. Hooper. “I can’t wait to give it to him!” he declared.
Silence.
“Oh my god,” said Mr. Rilch. “I never saw this.”
It wasn’t the scene I remember, the one for which my mom woke me up early when I was 13. That one took place in the ice cream shop, with Big saying “Wh-what? He’s not coming back?” and Maria (I think) saying, “He is gone. And we will miss him.” This one apparently took place after the first discussion: Susan said “Don’t you remember? We told you; he’s not coming back.” They went over it again very delicately: no one’s really gone if you remember them, and what’s important is that they were loved while they were here.
I guess they wanted to go over it a second time, for people who didn’t see the first one, and to emphasize the fact that Big, like all small children, has a short-term memory and doesn’t always fully comprehend what he does remember.
Needless to say, it was very touching. And, like the first sketch, a real pin-drop moment. I think Bob was tearing up for real; after all, he was talking about someone he worked with for twenty years! This time, as an adult, I sensed how difficult it was for them to give an explanation without saying “God” or “heaven” or anything religious. And without saying “We’re born; we live a little while; and we die.” Which is true, but can sound callous to a child.
:::snif:::