The funeral was at 10:00 this morning. My throat was still unable to say, “Goodbye, old friend,” at his casket, and I could only croak out, “I’m so sorry,” to his mom. I guess I’m entitled to make a breakdown scene at the funeral, but I didn’t want to. He had such a dysfunctional family that somebody probably would have punched me.
I’m okay. Thanks for listening, and for your good wishes.